[TishaBuv]

I’m always chasing after my white rabbit. I wake up sad. I want to feel safe and fulfilled. There probably isn’t any person who is going to “complete” me. I fixated on a man I really don’t even know for my entire life. He must be symbolic for me. I met him shortly after I lost my father. Maybe the elusivity is really about the father who abandoned me by death.

[mote.of.soul]

Yes. And also, according to a dream dictionary I like, the white rabbit may also have other meanings:

"...In particular, to see a white rabbit in your dream symbolizes faithfulness in love. The white rabbit also serves as a guide to steer you toward the right direction. To see a black rabbit in your dream refers to fear of intimacy."

[TishaBuv]

Now I am trying to have dreams where I am loved and safe. I’m giving myself a pep talk before bed to see if I can influence my dreams.

[mote.of.soul]

Originally Posted by TishaBuv

Now I am trying to have dreams where I am loved and safe. I’m giving myself a pep talk before bed to see if I can influence my dreams.

Nice. Let us know how it goes TishaBuv.

[TishaBuv]

Last night was a better love dream. I’m not sure who the guy was. But we were into each other and it was an active, fun dream— very healthy

Too bad in reality, I don’t think anything like that will or can ever happen again.

Yay for dreams!

[mote.of.soul]

Wow, so you actually induced a love dream? That's interesting that you were able to do that in the first place. But you're right - real life is a whole other kettle of fish. Yes, yay for dreams. Boo to reality, heh.

[TishaBuv]

Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

Wow, so you actually induced a love dream? That's interesting that you were able to do that in the first place. But you're right - real life is a whole other kettle of fish. Yes, yay for dreams. Boo to reality, heh.

Yes. I told myself I don’t want to have those unrequited love dreams. I want to have a fulfilled love dream...and I did have one.

If only real life were that easy!