[jsr76]

In the dream I had last night,my sister and I were living in a two-story brick house. There were also some street kids who stayed there and helped out sometimes. She and I were standing in the attic. My nephew came over to tell us something. I was standing in this side room,but exited it when he showed up. He showed my sister a picture of something,his car,I assumed. He was saying he wished he could get some better parts for it,but knew he'd have to make do. I felt like he meant a race car and that she and I were part of his team. He said something about it being a "blind draw",meaning nobody knew who they were competing against until the day before the event. And there was a problem. We told him that one of the kids staying with us had been selling us out to our competition. I had found some evidence of this in a drawer of a desk that was in the kid's bedroom (the room I had just left). What the kid would do,he would write information down on cigarette rolling papers and pass it to our rivals that way. Nephew showed his mom the prize for the race was a trip to Hawaii. He said he'd like to go if he won and take us with him. She responded to him,"Jason don't want to go to Hawaii. Besides,he's already got a wife,"

[Thunder Bow]

Maybe you are thinking about making a move or taking risk for the better, but feel uncertain about it, and feel trapped as a result.