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Jun 18, 2021 at 06:08 PM
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I have all these hallucinations before I fall asleep. It's every night! I cannot seem to remember to tell my doctor about it. They are most of the time really sexualizing. They just run wild. And it was worse, but I cannot seem to think some things about myself because of this. There are hallucinations which I feel contact with my body. There are visual things. And also when I close my eyes it just runs so wild, it's stranger than fiction. And it comes on right when I try to lay in the bed. I cannot tell if it is my imagination run amok or if it is seriously hallucinations.
What do you all think? I think that it is wildly sexualizing. And during that part when it was wilder, it was really abusive sex. Like BDSM. I am always trying to escape when I go to bed. Sometimes I don't go to bed at all because it's always just rushing to my head. A wild fantasy gone to "I don't need to think anymore". Touches, humps, tickles all felt. And there are wild visuals going on if I imagine it for myself or not. And of course I don't even do it anymore. |
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Aug 10, 2021 at 07:01 PM
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There are hallucinations called "hypnogogic hallucinations" that happen as you're falling asleep. I've heard doors slamming, loud bangs, pops, voices, etc. Hypnopompic hallucinations are similar and happen when you're waking up.
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