[black-roses]

I'll admit I didn't treat myself
Very well
There all these rumours
Along the lines
That I gave boys gobbies down the hall
Kids were so cruel

And people would say I'd
Masturbate in class
I mean that hurts and is frankly immature
Not as bad as what they said I did with my own
Family

Honestly, honestly people suck
Much worse than anyone I gave my trust
And frankly I didn't see a problem with how they treated me

I'll admit I didn't treat myself
Very well
There were all these rumours
That I gave boys gobbies down the hall
Kids were so cruel

Not as bad as what they said I did
With my family

Frankly I thought it was deserved
But people are awful
They suck

And frankly should of stayed away
From those people
But I had a low opinion of me
And those assholes
Didn't deserve me
And those assholes didn't deserve me
And those assholes didn't deserve me

And those people should
Look in a gooddamn mirror
They would be digusted
At their stupidity

Maybe god will but I never forgot
I don't forget anything
Anyone has ever done to me
And maybe that's why I can't live peacefully
Because I don't forget what others do to me
I long to forget all the awful things
Then maybe I could finally live
In peace.