FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
Member
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Midwest USA
Posts: 304
6 260 hugs
given |
#61
After a night of no sleeping but checking on the internet for jobs, I have two interviews tomorrow! I don't know how that happened to me when I feel like all these jobs I was seeing were too much or had to be done by someone more qualified than me.
A leasing agent and retail sales associate job, I've got coming my way. |
Reply With Quote |
Anonymous50909
|
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#62
Quote:
|
|
Reply With Quote |
twistypringle98
|
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#63
I'm excited for you, Twisty. Best of luck!
|
Reply With Quote |
twistypringle98
|
Moderator
Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,291
(SuperPoster!)
8 10.5k hugs
given |
#64
Starry- Red raspberry tea, yum! Thanks for the article.
Twisty- Good luck at the interviews and hope you get some sleep soon. |
Reply With Quote |
Anonymous50909
|
twistypringle98
|
Member
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Midwest USA
Posts: 304
6 260 hugs
given |
#65
I aced them. I wrote a cover letter for both and feel like it is just up to other people beating me. I wasn't nervous during the interviews, and the people at the retail shop told me that I pretty much was really good for the questions they asked me.
I looked really good and felt really good. I got my hair cut and colored reddish so maybe that was why I felt so confident! They were for a leasing agent for an apartment complex and a sales associate for The Children's Place. |
Reply With Quote |
Anonymous59898
|
88Butterfly88
|
Moderator
Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,291
(SuperPoster!)
8 10.5k hugs
given |
#66
Good job Twisty!
|
Reply With Quote |
twistypringle98
|
Member
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Midwest USA
Posts: 304
6 260 hugs
given |
#67
I didn't get the job, but I've found many other jobs that I'm qualified for to apply to. As strange as it seems, one of my favorite past-times is looking for jobs. I've been doing a lot of it recently and find that it is fun to me. I don't know why I feel this way but whatever, right? At least I feel like I'm having fun!
I talked to my doctor about changing my meds a while ago, and she did, and I feel completely better. No more delusions. Fewer overtoned voices. Nothing new. I'm sticking with my goals mostly this year while 80 something percent of resolutions are abandoned by this time. I'm generally feeling much better. |
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88
|
88Butterfly88
|
Member
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: France
Posts: 130
6 63 hugs
given |
#68
How were you compassionate with yourself today ? Hmm good I think ? I did a mistake yesterday but I've forgiven myself ;;
What can you be gentler on yourself with? I want to stop feelign bad about my body/appearance and accept myself as I am u-u What are your strengths? I'm a lot creative, optimistic, courageous, kind and persistent // Why are you awesome? because I'm not afraid of dreaming big and carrying projects, I'm always hopeful even when it's hard to, I'm a hard-worker and i do my best to help people.. I think How were you kind to yourself today? I stopped putting myself down for a mistake I did yesterday- How did you love yourself today? Done some meditation & relaxation yay- How can you make things easier for yourself today? Idk __________________ Avatar by Hyanna Natsu- |
Reply With Quote |
Anonymous50909
|
88Butterfly88
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 38,210
(SuperPoster!)
8 9,478 hugs
given |
#69
I need to be gentler with how I look.
I still feel really fat, and I consider myself one of the plus size people at work. I feel like people know I’m fat. The thing is, I’m probably just average. I wear a size 8-10 and a small/medium in shirts. I feel like my butt is huge. It’s flat but big. I just need to listen to my mom and my doctor who say I look great. It doesn’t matter what I look like without clothes on. Because no ones going to see me without my clothes on. |
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88, Anonymous50909
|
Moderator
Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,291
(SuperPoster!)
8 10.5k hugs
given |
#70
How were you compassionate with yourself today? I took some time to relax.
What can you be gentler on yourself with? I should stop blaming myself for things out of my control. What are your strengths? I am caring, I am tech savvy, and intelligent. Why are you awesome? I'm awesome because I'm funny and donate to charity and help others when I can. How were you kind to yourself today? I asked my care manager for resources. How did you love yourself today? I treated myself to some chocolate. How can you make things easier for yourself today? I can stop putting myself down. |
Reply With Quote |
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#71
Quote:
|
|
Reply With Quote |
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#72
Also, I think there really is a thing, a perception, where you look at your body, or an aspect of your body, and see it as "terrible" or "worse" than it really is. I used to obsess about my nose when I was younger. Also when I was thinner than I am now, I thought I was fat. I think its called body dysmorphia. It doesn't really matter what its called though. I think its important to know because if one isn't being gentle with themselves and is frustrated with that, it may be helpful to know its just an inaccurate or overly exaggerated perception that maybe they can't help. And perhaps in thinking that, they will adopt a gentleness.
|
Reply With Quote |
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#73
Quote:
|
|
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88, Anonymous59898
|
88Butterfly88
|
Moderator
Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,291
(SuperPoster!)
8 10.5k hugs
given |
#74
|
Reply With Quote |
Anonymous50909
|
Legendary
Member Since Dec 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 10,258
(SuperPoster!)
9 1,879 hugs
given |
#76
I am so sane and healthy! No more gaslighting myself into believing I have a PD. My h and I are just incompatible and trying to hang on to this bad marriage has been a living hell. I am emerging from this with my whole body and soul still intact, badly beaten, but still somewhat working. I’m ok—you’re ok!
__________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88, Anonymous50909, Marla500
|
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#77
Hi Tisha, I hope you do what is best for you!
|
Reply With Quote |
TishaBuv
|
Account Suspended
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: Canada
Posts: 347
9 9 hugs
given |
#78
Hello guys. I've never posted here before. I guess I have really low self esteem. NO self esteem. A week ago I made an attempt on my life. I feel since then everyone has expected me to just move on. I haven't. I'm desperately trying to find ways to be more compassionate with myself.
|
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88, Anonymous50909, Anonymous59898, Kibou, Marla500
|
Member
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: France
Posts: 130
6 63 hugs
given |
#79
Hmm.. I feel proud of myself for managing not getting up late today for once XD Also I've completed an art project yay~
Today I treated myself by chilling out after 5 hours of work, meditating, listening to lovely music, connecting with people and I'm probably going to play a video game later in the evening ^^ __________________ Avatar by Hyanna Natsu- |
Reply With Quote |
88Butterfly88
|
Guest
Posts: n/a
|
#80
Quote:
|
|
Reply With Quote |
Marla500
|