One question that I keep asking myself is do you think someone will ever love you. I've never had a boyfriend because its so hard for me to trust. My parents, aunts, and uncles arent close. I feel like I have nobody. I know its not a question that anyone can answer. I know there is a probablility that no one will ever love me. I guess I want to know that someone else feels that heartache too.

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I know how you feel. I used to think that I was a horrible person, that I was made of glass and that no one could love me nor could I love someone. My abuse left me with the feelings that I must give part of me a way in order for someone to love me. Therefore I found my self having sex with guys, because I thought it was a form of love. Then my husband walked into my life. For the first time, he respected me and wanted to be with me for who I was, not for what I had to offer. When I talked he listened, he held me when I cried. I have learned the hard way that trusting someone is dificult. It seems that they take advantage of you every chance they get. My husband has been there for me through everything I have gone through in the 12 years we have been together. He still listens when I need to talk and still holds me when I cry. I Honestly can say that I trust my husband. I trust him. I know that he loves me. He will stand by me.

So yes I think that in most cases there is someone out there that will love you for who you are. I know!