[Hippie]

Have been on anxiety thread. Had a rant cause so much came up this morning but can't tell it all. T says to come here but this is too much I am too scared it's too much and I have been on PC a while but not here.

[amante]

Welcome to this thread, I hope in time with welcoming warm arms we can all help you open up and let your story out. Sending you hugs and hoping you can share your pain/suffering that is causing you anxiety.

[purple_fins]

we are listening whenever you are ready.
there is, of course, no time line or limit.

Good on you for reaching out and posting here.

a peaceful day/evening to you
fins

[Hippie]

I was a breech birth and hurt my mother who had to have surgery and she told me it was my fault and she never forgave me for that and she died but it haunts me and I know that's really dumb really stupid but I get scared all over

[purple_fins]

Hippie

Good for you in "talking" about some things

I'm sorry your mother blamed you for something you had absolutely no control over. She put a lot of blame on you and that was sure not fair.

it's not dumb or stupid at all.....

Please be kind to yourself and understand that you didn't do wrong, it was not your fault.

keep on posting-- when you are ready.

peace to you

fins

((((((( Hippie )))))))

[Hippie]

another short nap. xanax has worn off.
Spent a lot of my childhood outdoors. Outdoors was safe, even when it was snowing. I first ran away at age 4. They found me.
Too bad for that. This probably doesn't make sense to anyone reading it but it makes sense to me.
Trying to write and my computer went haywire just now. My mother's ghost haunting me?

[Hippie]

I see children posting on this forum and they are going through h---. This has to stop! At some point this has to end. Where are the adults in these children's lives??? Where are the kind, caring adults? This is sickening and I want it all to STOP

Yep, Hippie, you are so right. Who will protect the children?

[NuckingFutz]

Actually did some research on child abuse. One of the statements that stuck with me was that when the economy goes south, child abuse goes up. I am frightened for the next generation. Also read people who are less educated or are of low income have a much higher child abuse rate.