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Jun 18, 2010, 09:04 PM
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was just thinking about things tonight and this memory hit me and it just struck me as completely histerical,crazy and so sad all at the same time.it is such a clear example of how nieve children can be about being abused.one of the mothers favorite thing to do eas to beat me with whatever she could grab at the time and most of the time it would be wooden baking spoons.she would just keep hitting me untill they broke.now eventually she would run out of wooden spoons so every year i would ask her what she wanted me to get her for christmas?and every year she would say wooden spoos and for to many years i would go out and buy them for her being so proud that i got her what she wanted for christmas.pritty messed up ?
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Jun 18, 2010, 09:12 PM
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((((((((granite)))))))) It is a sad situation for you to have been in. You didn't know any better. You wanted to please her. Maybe hoping that if you pleased her enough she wouldn't do it anymore? I know I always told myself that it would be better next time. 
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Jun 18, 2010, 10:06 PM
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what happened to her to take it out on little innocent you?
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Jun 19, 2010, 09:02 AM
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That woman didn't deserve you!
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Jun 19, 2010, 11:41 AM
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sannah.i know these things happened to me some things worse then others.i know that my T wants me to talk to her about these things.and i really do want to share these memories with her.she has no idea what i have dealt with i have never been able to tell her.she asked me outright one time .she said when someone has the problems you have it is do to suffering some sort of trama.at the time i really had no idea about emotional trama.thats something i learned from here.i just assumed she meant like injuries from an accident or something and i just shook my head no.how could you ever tell another person this crazy stuff .i have no idea how to even start.i think writing notes and all is great but it's all the same to me.words.i know you or others here dont have magic answers but it sure would be nice.anyway i hope your day is well and full of sun and have a great one
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#6
Jun 19, 2010, 10:28 PM
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You will be able to talk to your T eventually granite. One small step at a time and you will get there.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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