 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Dec 09, 2010, 06:04 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I was showing smaller signs and effects of issues long before this larger sexuality issue came up...I think I have been repressing some "deep heart issue" ?? I think the small problems I let myself go through as an adolescent teenager have officially evolved to something bigger. After journaling, it seems I need a distraction from some deep heart issue, memories I am afraid to recognize---acknowledge, or feel... I'm not really sure what I am afraid of but, some times I feel like I am forgetting something...afterall, my experience as a child was repressed for years before I felt like it was really MINE, it wasn't until outside things started effecting me, like people..t.v...magazines. etc that I said my "memory" was real...a couple of years back it was just some thing that happened to some girl and I guess that girl was me. I would actually say that outloud to myself all the time...I'd just be like..."I can't believe that happened to that girl, thats sad for her. I'm sorry she felt that." I''m able to acknowledge that girl was me now but honestly, I kinda feel like my personal space has been invaded so many times, some times I lose track of what is what...
__________________
---  A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.Maya Angelou. so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456 ---------------------------- "You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson) 
|
 geez, Sannah
|
|
#2
Dec 09, 2010, 02:50 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
have you tried therapy? you should figure this out....
I am currently in therapy and more and more coming up.... (((((((((jazzy))))))))))) i know how much it sucks |
|
#3
Dec 10, 2010, 12:48 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I'm in therapy....for now... but havent brought this up yet.
__________________
--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.Maya Angelou. so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456 ---------------------------- "You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)
|
|
#4
Dec 10, 2010, 04:11 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
wow you are just like me....ugh. SAME BOAT
|
|
#5
Dec 10, 2010, 03:11 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
me three.
__________________
 wife. mom. swimmer. writer. trying to live life in spite of depression, dissociation, and PTSD. member of a club that no one wants to join... |
|
#6
Dec 11, 2010, 06:08 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
We have a hard time owning some of the things that happened to us too. One thing that has helped us is to own the way we would feel if it had happened to someone else. Recognizing that it would be normal and good to feel sad for that "other girl" you feel like it happened to could help you allow yourself to feel things for yourself more. Just something to think about. We wish you luck in working through this. ~Emma
|
|
#7
Dec 11, 2010, 11:01 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
thanks gr3tta....interesting way to think of it, never thought that could be a reason i talk about it that way.
__________________
--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.Maya Angelou. so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456 ---------------------------- "You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)
|
| Gr3tta
|
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
