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Old Apr 08, 2012, 02:20 AM
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mite triger.


just want to die
i wana die so bad
but im scared of even that

i feel like eerythin is so lonely and i cant love anything
cuz im too scared

i want evrything to be fake
i dont want ev rythin to be real

hurts but im too scared

hate myself
why didnt al the people who did stuff kill me why did they leav me to live this hell
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Old Apr 08, 2012, 08:32 AM
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Sorry you feel bad, shoez.

I felt like that all last week. I hope things pass soon.
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Old Apr 08, 2012, 08:36 AM
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(((Shoez))) we are here for you. Sorry you are hurting so deeply.
Please self sooth. Get help. Peace. May angels surround you.
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Old Apr 09, 2012, 04:09 PM
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Oh, Shoez... be gentle with you, dear. This is a horrible feeling and time. But it will pass. Please hold on.

I wish I knew what else to say. You are not alone.
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Old Apr 11, 2012, 02:52 PM
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thnk u everyone..im just realy scared sometimes..
and i feel so alone.
Like nobody understands me.
just a freak.
ths why i have no real friends. too messsed up
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Old Apr 11, 2012, 04:01 PM
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I hear what you wrote. I say everyone of those things about me everyday, so I hope that makes you feel less alone. If it makes you feel better, I don't think those things are true about you at all.

Sorry you feel that way.
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Old Apr 18, 2012, 09:14 AM
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Shoez, you will eventually work through all of this, the loneliness, feeling like a freak, your fear.
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