[Lookupandsmile123]

I have come to terms with that the guy who used me and 'sexually assualted' me isn't the nice gu I thought he was. So WHY cant I accept he sexually assualted me?! Even though now the thought of him makes me sick, I still cant think of what happened in that incident as anything wrong. I don't know why. I think because he might not of meant it like that or realised, it doesn't count. Even though, he kinda tried to/did force his penis in my mouth but because it only lasted for a second and I weren't scared and I don't remember it well. I can not accept it. I don't think he knew that it would come across like that (I truly don't) so it cant have been sexual assualt can it? I don't know. I don't know why IF it was I cant accept it. I don't know why I cant see the wrong in what happened...

I am going to seek help this week, just wondered if anybody could help me?

Thank you

[anneo59]

Please do seek help!!! you are ok and it will help you to come to terms with this. Blessings! Went thru this years ago in military and can somewhat relate. Time has helped and loving relationships. God bless you!

[Lookupandsmile123]

Thank you for your kind words, I am going to seek help. I hope you are okay now too, thank you again