[wisewoman]

All of my life I have tried to gain the power to keep harm from myself and my loved ones. I have wanted to work to make people's live's easier, to let them know they are cared about. That is all I have ever done to make money in my entire life.

Here I am, my friend, the one who taught me other ways, gone, dead 2 years and I see myself as a disabled person. I don't know when and where that came from but I feel as though I am disabled to live and work in this world. * siblings, at leat 3-4 of whom are on disability. Abuse makes us grow crooked, we never learned to be open with the world. I still have so much fear. So much shame and desires for power to make it better for others. I am lucky, I have a family, a home, friends, in laws whom I love. Who despite religious and cultural differences love me as well.

I have met amazing people here. Everyone has a contribution. So here I am with a yet undiagnosed syndrome. Wanting to be well. Wanting to be loving and kind with all.

[lenjan]

WW, I think you have done remarkably well at what you set out to do with your life. I have learned a lot from you. Sometimes I just don't apply it well!



Love, Candy

[wisewoman]

Oh Candy, that is so dear of you. Thanks.

[JustAPixie]

((((((((((((( ww ))))))))))))))

[wisewoman]

Thanks Tanya