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Mar 03, 2007, 03:54 AM
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MIGHT BE TRIGGERING to SOME...........................
* * * * * * * * * * Ever WONDER.....................THINK? WHY didn't one of my sexual abusers just finish me off when he was through with me? - then I would not have to feel and live with this h*ll hole I have been given. Numb & Sad, Rhapsody -  *  *  * *  * *
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Mar 03, 2007, 06:53 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((Rhapsody)))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry you are struggling so much right now.
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Mar 03, 2007, 09:16 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((Rhapsody))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
We are here for you!!!!!!!! Stay safe and realize your loved!!!!
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Mar 03, 2007, 03:51 PM
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((( Rhapsody )))
Cuz we very much need you here. So glad you are here, Rhapsody, but I wish you were feeling better. |
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Mar 04, 2007, 05:40 AM
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yes I think that, I'm sorry you do too
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Mar 04, 2007, 05:59 PM
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Yes, I think that.......I still wonder........I still ask........I am still angry......I wish I had answers I believed.
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Mar 04, 2007, 08:54 PM
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i think that way every day. i envy the ones who didn't survive. i think living with it is hell. murder would have been merciful. saying i'm sorry you feel that way too doesn't seem like enough but i am sorry and sad for you and wish you strength and peace.
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#8
Mar 05, 2007, 01:00 AM
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CAN BE TRIGGERING ...
Rhapsody, The gun he held up to me, telling me he would kill me if I told ... the knife ... the smash across my face because he felt my teeth ... yes, I've thought about why he didn't just finish me off. And I've through about death a lot since then, tried to head that way by my own had a couple of times. But the image in my mind of my daughter crying, trying to understand why I left, that kept me alive for her when I didn't have it in me to live for myself. The life sentence they leave us with, I dunno -- I just try to look more at the courage and gentle dignity that I see here, where we come together to survive. We have not been defeated. Thank you for your honesty. It's beautiful. be well, mtd |
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Mar 05, 2007, 03:48 AM
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YES........................... I too go on for them - children and husband.
And I fight for ME - I want my life back and yet I still wonder...... ? |
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