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Apr 11, 2007, 07:19 AM
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its time to tell you guys about my childhood.......... it was hard to start this post because i had blanked it from me mind for so many years , but last night i was triggered into thinking about it.
when i was younger i was a little terror. the only thing that kept my sane was the fact that i used to serve in the church, with my brother and an older friend. i used to get on well with my brother and this older friend, so much that i used to stay over at this older friends house, normal i hear you say ......... but he was living with the vicar. one night i was staying over when this vicar distroyed my faith in god,............ i told my older friend , and all he said was "i know". i hated him for that, he knew and did nothing. i felt ashamed. i couldnt tell anyone, as i lived in a small village where everyone knows everyone else, and this vicar was well liked by the village people. i blanked this for nearly 20 years, but now ive opened a box of bad thoughts and dont know how to close it again. dec 
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Apr 11, 2007, 01:15 PM
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((((((((dec))))))))))
Im so sorry that it happened and others did not protect you. Wishing you healing and peace. |
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Apr 11, 2007, 01:52 PM
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its been a long time, and i think the vicar is dead, but i still feel hatred towards them both, not hatred thats a bit hard, ............. i wish , i hope they are both dead.......
i may sound harsh but i lost part of me way back then, and i dont think i will ever get that back. i was only 14 years old, when that evil bastard hurt me so
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Apr 11, 2007, 02:10 PM
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 (((((((((((((((( Dec ))))))))))))))))
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Apr 11, 2007, 04:03 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((dec))))))))))))))))))))))))))x millions
oh baby i so know how you feel. i'm so sorry this happened to you. i'm sorry you were hurt and never protected.you and i are maybe at the same stage - i too have opened the box of bad memories and am lost, anxious and scared like i was then. hold my hand and we'll get through this together somehow. pm me any time if you like. i'm here always for you and katheryn too. love, kerry xoxoxoxoxoxox
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Apr 11, 2007, 07:49 PM
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I'm soooo sooo sooo sorry this happened to you... sooo sooo sooo sorry you were betrayed.....
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Apr 12, 2007, 06:09 AM
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(((((((((((((esthersvirtue))))))))))))))
(((((((((((((fuzzy))))))))))))))) ((((((((((((kerry))))))))))))) (((((((((((((freewill)))))))))))) thank you so much for your words...
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#8
Apr 12, 2007, 07:25 PM
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(((((((((((((( Dec )))))))))))))
I'm so sorry, my dear friend! I wish you never had to go through that... 
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Apr 12, 2007, 07:32 PM
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((((((((((DEC))))))))))
I am so sorry you had to go through this. You are not alone in this my friend. i am here for you anytime. You are making a good start by talking about it. It is hard, sexual abuse is the worse.... take it from someone who knows.... Love You! Altheia
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Apr 13, 2007, 06:32 AM
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thank you
(((((((((((nina)))))))))) ((((((((((altheia))))))))))
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