[thesilentone]

Hi, I'm new.... well sorta...I've been on here before... but this is the first time I have made a name and started a post... so bear with me...I'm very new to this... even the whole subject...you see, I never talked about it... but laitly I've been really triggery...about things that happed in my childhood....I haven't told anyone...for reasons I'm not sure about yet... I blocked the memmories out, but they seem to want to come back....first I faught them, I didn't want to know what happend....but it seems the memmories had there own ideas...and I don't know what to do with the new information....I can't tell anyone... so I was hoping you guys can help...

thanks in advance...

~Thesilentone

[asylumgardens]

Well i think the important thing would be to tell someone in your life that you can trust.. a friend, parent, doctor, etc. i know you say you can't tell, but that would be best. Or maybe you could start a journal and write about your feelings, even just for yourself. sometimes that makes me feel better. You can also join in on the chats, there is a support chat, and everyone is really nice.

[thesilentone]

I've been blocking out memories for years....but it seems I can't block them out anymore...they won't stay in the dark... I can't tell anyone cuz that will make them real....but it's eating me alive... no one to trust....