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#1
Sep 07, 2016, 03:23 PM
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Don't really have the energy to start a new topic other then this right now.
I've been thinking about how much I blame myself, if I hadn't done this then my family wouldn't have done that. Huh? I am not responsible for what happened to me as a minor! |
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#2
Sep 07, 2016, 03:41 PM
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Thanks for sharing. I do the same thing a lot. You're not alone. Have to remind myself I was only a child. It's hard to think of myself as a child who was hurt.
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CHANTEL Current DX's (oldest to newest): •ADHD - 8 •MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER - 19 •PTSD/C-PTSD - 20 •ANOREXIA NERVOSA - 22 •PERSONALITY DISORDER NOS - 22 •FIBROMYALGIA/CFS - 24 •REYNAUDS DISEASE - 24 Un-DX but probable/almost definitely: •OSDD-1B (similar to DID) •DERMATOMILLOMANIA •OCD |
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#3
Sep 07, 2016, 03:42 PM
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Then it projects into my adult life, I didn't cause getting in a relationship with a sociopath when I was 20. My mom gave him a pass because of his race.
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Sep 07, 2016, 04:21 PM
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 I'm sorry that happened. When I was 17 I too was with a narcissist/sociopath who would do heinous things to me. I was primed for that by previous child abuse. Listening.
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CHANTEL Current DX's (oldest to newest): •ADHD - 8 •MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER - 19 •PTSD/C-PTSD - 20 •ANOREXIA NERVOSA - 22 •PERSONALITY DISORDER NOS - 22 •FIBROMYALGIA/CFS - 24 •REYNAUDS DISEASE - 24 Un-DX but probable/almost definitely: •OSDD-1B (similar to DID) •DERMATOMILLOMANIA •OCD |
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Sep 07, 2016, 04:56 PM
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Yes and moving forward, it's like now what? I don't know what an emotionally satisfying relationship is or what it's like to have good feelings for a safe person.
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Sep 07, 2016, 05:53 PM
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I didn't either. Not really. I am in a relationship with a safe person but I still don't know what healthy is as I am always acting on trauma based responses even during safe times, this causes lots of chaos and relationship issues as you can imagine.
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CHANTEL Current DX's (oldest to newest): •ADHD - 8 •MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER - 19 •PTSD/C-PTSD - 20 •ANOREXIA NERVOSA - 22 •PERSONALITY DISORDER NOS - 22 •FIBROMYALGIA/CFS - 24 •REYNAUDS DISEASE - 24 Un-DX but probable/almost definitely: •OSDD-1B (similar to DID) •DERMATOMILLOMANIA •OCD |
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Sep 07, 2016, 06:10 PM
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I don't even know what a safe person is. Are they safe because they say they are safe or are they safe because you know they are safe? I think the latter. I've been reading this book called psychopath free and it says psychopaths tell rather then show.
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Sep 07, 2016, 06:53 PM
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I guess I feel safe and secure and loved by this person. I feel very blessed to have him in my life.
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CHANTEL Current DX's (oldest to newest): •ADHD - 8 •MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER - 19 •PTSD/C-PTSD - 20 •ANOREXIA NERVOSA - 22 •PERSONALITY DISORDER NOS - 22 •FIBROMYALGIA/CFS - 24 •REYNAUDS DISEASE - 24 Un-DX but probable/almost definitely: •OSDD-1B (similar to DID) •DERMATOMILLOMANIA •OCD |
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Sep 07, 2016, 06:58 PM
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I am glad. Haven't felt safe and secure yet.
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Sep 07, 2016, 08:45 PM
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Sep 07, 2016, 09:23 PM
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Sep 08, 2016, 08:12 AM
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#13
Sep 08, 2016, 09:58 AM
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Oh, that's not my problem.
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