[broadwaylove]

Long story short, I've been living with my Nana now for over a year to get away from my abusive (sexual, emotional) father (yes I do pay her rent), and my Nana has been aware of my past trauma since 8 months after I've arrived at her house.
Ever since she's found out, and since she is a lady of speaking her mind and gives input on any conversation you engage with her in, she has a strong hate towards him ever since I told her of the past trauma. And she's not afraid to tell me about her hate for him.. All the time.. Like she doesn't understand that it's triggering when she brings him up. Or how she still has pictures of him around the house.
Or, how tonight, talking about how we need to return a cat playground because it was too big, and how jokingly, I said to never listen to me again, she got all defensive and angry, and she said, "You need to stop being soo manipulative, you're like your dad." All because I persuaded her to get the bigger cat playground instead of the smaller one (we agreed to split the price with either item she decided to choose).
Honestly, I'm soo done. All she does when I'm around her, is bring him up, or get angry at me. So now all I do is hide in my room, sometimes afraid to leave my room in case I run into her a d then feel guilty I'm not spending time with her..

[Skeezyks]

[PumpkinPieHead]

Ugh. Time to move out.