[Padfootsnuffles]

I don't know if it fits into that category, but it's also about relationship (friendship).
I'm a girl.
When i was 12, my best friend was raped. She didn't realize it until we were 14 years old. It's complicated because he manipulated her and she fell in love with him and he raped her, and a lot of things.
My best friend and I, we did sex stuff twice. It doesnt disturb our relationship, when we feel like we want girls more than we want boys, if we both consent, we do sex stuff. Lately, we've been attracted more to girls than guys, even if i have a boyfriend (that i like very much). She tried something with me last night (she slept at mine) but i pushed her away and she didnt try anything else. But this morning, i woke up with my ***** wet, my inner thights hurting and hitching and my muscles very sore. Apparently, she was very sore too. It's very unlikely that she raped me, especially because she's a rape survivor, but i really don't know. Our friendship is toxic. She always send me a message once every month or every two months to "test my loyalty" or some **** and she insults me and stuff like that. Last night, she also tried to persuade me that my boyfriend was just after sex and nothing else, etc...
Thank you a lot.

[TishaBuv]

Hello and welcome to PC!

I'd think you would have woken up, if someone was touching you hard enough for you to feel sore in the morning.

From what you describe, there is a lot going on with you to explore for your mental, emotional health.

Feel free to keep posting.

It seems impossible how she could be sore too if you didn't do anything back. So she could be making that up? If she's actually a good friend she would take the hint when you pushed her away. Also she would be honest and open with you if you talked about it. And the thing about your boyfriend… I think you'd know more about that then her. Be careful and if I'm being honest she seems like she's manipulating you. Although she was raped that's not an excuse to do things to others that they don't want to do.