[Rive1976]

In what ways did you act out after your sa?

[SorryShaped]

Taking every possible risk I could. Thievery, vandalism, smoking, drinking, throwing things at traffic, hopping trains, telling teachers every vile word I could find. I stole everything I could get away with, and I rarely got caught. Then I turned 10 and we moved and it all got worse even though the kids that did it weren't around any more and the assault had stopped. Everything ramped up from there. I ran drugs, driving, at 11-12. Even when I made friends I had trouble keeping them and still do, except for the extremely crazy ones. I think I was psychotic a lot of this time and not under any sort of control by ANYONE especially me. I'd already shown signs of bipolar at 4 and 5 but nobody knew what it was, I just had "behaviour problems."

[Rive1976]

Where the kids that did that to you same age or older if you dont mind me asking

[SorryShaped]

Originally Posted by Dnester

Where the kids that did that to you same age or older if you dont mind me asking

Initially, they were somewhat but not much older but after it started and I got my *** kicked when I fought back a few times and everyone in my family threatened if I told anyone, even one younger kid joined in.

[Rive1976]

Im sorry

[SorryShaped]

Originally Posted by Dnester

Im sorry

It's ok. I'm coming to terms with it and accept that most of it isn't my fault

[Amyjay]

I tried to sui several times as a child (prior to age 12). I was delinquent as a teen, in trouble with the law, dropping out of school, running away, using drugs, etc. All that stopped once I hit adulthood though.