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yes you are ignoring me mummy
I'm onoly little I need you just give me a cuddle, pain in my tummy cant tell you, feeling sad you leave me at home while you play leave me lonely daddy's busy crying for your attention today why is my head so dizzy push me behind that curtain til you finish kissing him saw you heard you for certain wanted to throw myself away in a bin scared, hiding hearing only a little girl hearing those noises and groans is he hurting you mummy confused in here on my own someone told me not to tell what would daddy say would i end up in hell or in my room all day. in that van early on day you were gone he asked me to play tried to get his hands off me he made me feel filthy I ran to a hill and stayed til you returned waited til daylight fades no cuddles, my heart yearned my head full of secrets, guilt confused alone so sad hid for ages under my quilt thinking I'm so bad. always told too fat not pretty told should be like my friends self esteem replaced by whitty a mask so I could pretend class joker felt good to clown the mask worked for years covered when I was down covered so many fears on the outside always joking inside distressed dying inside I lay choking strangled by all the crying now it's just get over it not as bad as some makes me want to spit wish these people had had so much fun Jin |
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