So many of you have probably read my posts on why I hate myself and no clue how I got so sexually messed up. So I decided to ask my father and mother why they took me to therapy when I was around 8. I have very vague memory of it. I knew I went but dont remember the therapy itself. Anyway, my mother told me she took me because I said I wanted to die and also I told my father I wanted to give him o*al s*x. My dad told me today I went because a boy my age kept exposing himself to me and I got really upset. Answers that just dont add up to all my issues and conflicting answers have me upset tonight.
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