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Old Aug 02, 2018, 07:04 AM
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I woke a little after 2am this morning. I was having a dream, but I can't remember what it was, except that I didn.t want to be in it! Then at 5 something I definitely was having the same nightmare. I was dreaming the same dream that I was having earlier. I was in a house, but I didn't know whose home. I was very afraid, but I kept walking around. Usually when I have a bad nightmare, I am hiding under my bed, but not this time. Anyway in my nightmare I end up in a strange bedroom. It looked like I was pushed on a bed, with my legs dangling over the side, and a large obese older man was on top of me raping me. I was trying to fight him, but I wasn't doing any good. I did not know this man, as far as I know, I had never seen him before. Before he could get any further I woke up. When I woke, I had to look around our room, and it took me awhile to be able to get out of bed. When I went into our living room my H had already been up for awhile. He asked me if I was ok, and I told him I had another nightmare. He insisted I tell him what it was, so I did. He asked if the person was him, or my brother, and I told him no, and that I had never seen him before, and this one was very different from the ones I have often. So we talked about why I had this one, and tried to figure out why, but we couldn't. This was the first time I ever told my H about any of my nightmares. He handled this a lot better than I thought he ever would. I am so sorry that I am posting this, bc I know it will be triggering, but I had to put it down, bc it was different from my normal ones, and I am having a hard time getting it out of my head! I am so sorry that I will trigger you all!!!
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Old Aug 02, 2018, 07:21 AM
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I'm glad your H handled it well.
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Old Aug 02, 2018, 07:39 AM
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I'm glad your H handled it well.
So am I.
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Old Aug 02, 2018, 08:46 PM
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I sometimes get a similar nightmare. I’m sorry you experienced this. Sending hugs
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Old Aug 02, 2018, 08:50 PM
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That sounds like a horrible nightmare. I'm sorry you experienced it. I'm glad your husband was understanding.

Were you sexually abused in the past? (You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable talking about it).
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Old Aug 03, 2018, 08:33 AM
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That sounds like a horrible nightmare. I'm sorry you experienced it. I'm glad your husband was understanding.

Were you sexually abused in the past? (You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable talking about it).
I was abused in every way through out my life, and I was a ward of the state I lived in while I grew up, bc of abuse.
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Old Aug 04, 2018, 07:00 AM
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Old Aug 05, 2018, 01:05 PM
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Your nightmare reminds me of how things are being forced upon you in real life.

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Old Aug 05, 2018, 07:36 PM
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Your nightmare reminds me of how things are being forced upon you in real life.

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I hadn't thought about it that way, but it makes a whole lot of sense!!!!!!!
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