[Fuzzybear]

I’m still here in this forum.

I haven’t “moved on” and am still “stuck” in this pain

And why would I want this pain. I don’t .. I’m not insane

People keep on hurting me (Not anyone here)

Bullies

I sometimes feel like I’m the whipping bear for the whole world. Not literally

I’m “just” not in a good place.

I don’t understand all the injustices in this world and I’m VERY tired of them.

I trust almost nobody

Is this “normal” for a survivor of abuse and neglect

Or am I “just” a freak

[pachyderm]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Is this “normal” for a survivor of abuse and neglect

I'd say so, yes.

Afraid of showing fear. Think about it.

I'd say you are so NOT a freak!

My ability to trust, believe, hope or have faith in anyone or anything got shot straight to the hot spot during the 33.5 years I endured unspeakable and criminal acts committed against my mind, body & soul by my parents and siblings.

Some things, once lost, stolen and/or violently taken away, aren't so easy to get back!

[Bill3]

It is normal for a survivor.

I’m so sorry that you have such pain.

Totally normal to be on guard. May good people come your way!