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Old Nov 13, 2019, 09:20 AM
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Hey, everyone. I've not posted here, but I survived horrific abuse in 2010-12. Was ultimately hospitalized for a long time and it slowly got better over may years. I have bp1 and now am extremely psychotic again. When I get psychotic, my abuse/PTSD stuff gets out of control again. So, right now, am dealing with bad psychosis and bad re-living of trauma that almost killed me.

Pdoc working on psychosis but honestly, the abuse suffering is maybe worse today. What can I do to reduce the terror and feeling like I am going to be killed 5 minutes from now? Thanks.
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Old Nov 13, 2019, 10:31 PM
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This post is from yesterday, I hope you are feeling a little better now. Are you?
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Old Dec 21, 2019, 08:43 PM
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Hey, everyone. I've not posted here, but I survived horrific abuse in 2010-12. Was ultimately hospitalized for a long time and it slowly got better over may years. I have bp1 and now am extremely psychotic again. When I get psychotic, my abuse/PTSD stuff gets out of control again. So, right now, am dealing with bad psychosis and bad re-living of trauma that almost killed me.

Pdoc working on psychosis but honestly, the abuse suffering is maybe worse today. What can I do to reduce the terror and feeling like I am going to be killed 5 minutes from now? Thanks.
Have you thought about doing mediation? What about going to Inner Integration on YouTube?.
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