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Jan 02, 2008, 08:16 AM
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do I feel like I am letting everyone down...friends, family, myself.....
Truthfully, on days like today, I feel I have gone right back to where I started from....no hope, no energy, no ambition. no nothing.....just hateful thoughts, lethargy, self pity and a whole load of negativity..... I wish I was dead Kx |
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Jan 02, 2008, 08:32 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope this lifts soon.
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Jan 02, 2008, 08:39 AM
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Thankyou...but I fear It wont...it never lasts long..feeling happy....
disappears like scotch mist....leaving behind a shell with nothing not even hope....... I am in HELL right now...... so much for all the positive CRAP i posted..... just ignore me I might go away...... treasure     
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Jan 02, 2008, 09:50 AM
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> it never lasts long..feeling happy....
> > disappears like scotch mist....leaving behind a shell with nothing not even hope.......  Familiar feelings. I wish I understood why it happens that way. I guess there are still a lot of unexplored baddies/memories.
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Jan 02, 2008, 01:01 PM
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(((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))) dear, I happen to like having you around. I don't wish you were dead.
You're not letting anyone here down. Be good to yourself (((((((Jinny))))))))) - if I can help, PM me, okay?
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Jan 03, 2008, 08:22 PM
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Hey....I just got out of therapy so I am a little low on energy...but I want you to know I read your post and I care about you. We all have our ups and downs--I am not minimizing your feelings when I say that...hang in there.
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Jan 03, 2008, 09:59 PM
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Jin, you're a wonderful woman with so much warmth and compassion, it pains me to know you're hurting so much. Like you said, you've been through enough to know the happiness always leaves but that means the opposite is also true, the happiness always comes back.
Be safe. Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/ Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse. Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes "I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac |
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Jan 04, 2008, 01:04 AM
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thankyou.....I'm really sorry for saying I wish I was dead...that was an awful thing to say .....
 sometimes I say things, then go over what I wrote and cringe thankyou for your support......hugs Jin xxxxxxx
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