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Default Jun 27, 2023 at 07:02 PM
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My mind is so messed up. I never feel safe. I do not care for myself in any way. My health is awful. I feel in danger no matter where I go or who I am with.

I trust no one and I am so paranoid and suspicious about even my family and friends I have known for years. I notice everything and I read into what they say and do for hidden meanings but I am unsure if it is all in my head only or it is actually true.

I went on vacation with one of my best friends who is like a sister for the past 30 years but on the 10 day trip, I felt so scared and triggered by her. I even left my trip early bc I was feeling suffocated by the toxicity.

I feel like just isolating away from everyone I know forever. 😭
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I'm so very sorry that is happening to you. What a scary and unhappy situation! Wish I knew what to say to help!
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My mind is so messed up. I never feel safe. I do not care for myself in any way. My health is awful. I feel in danger no matter where I go or who I am with.

I trust no one and I am so paranoid and suspicious about even my family and friends I have known for years. I notice everything and I read into what they say and do for hidden meanings but I am unsure if it is all in my head only or it is actually true.

I went on vacation with one of my best friends who is like a sister for the past 30 years but on the 10 day trip, I felt so scared and triggered by her. I even left my trip early bc I was feeling suffocated by the toxicity.

I feel like just isolating away from everyone I know forever. 😭
That is awful :sadhug I’m sorry

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