How to deal with abuse

cptsdvictim · Jun 17, 2024 at 01:54 PM

cptsdvictim · Jun 18, 2024 at 02:20 AM

Debugged my app this morning and fixed a few things. Good start to a day before officially starting it.

A few nights ago, I think my roommate

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masturbated

in his bed while I was sleeping. I was suspecting him of potentially being a sex offender. I woke up for a bit and the whole bed bunk frame was shaking, moved a little and he stopped while I fell back asleep. Not sure how to catch him on video. So far, he hasn't made any moves on me, and, he hasn't tried to establish a relationship (except once, when the fire alarm started and he sweared). I'm at an unease now. What if he decides to break in while I go to the bathroom and

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rape me

. Will see.

cptsdvictim · Jun 18, 2024 at 02:11 PM

Today went smooth. More progress on my app. Hit a bug, however. Yet to figure out how to fix it.

Watched Dissociation Case Study: Courtney - YouTube

And could resonate with dissociation (I don't have did, though I disconnect from my body as a defense mechanism).

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 12:19 AM

Good morning! Time to get some bugs smashed after brushing teeth and showering.

First, read: What <em>Inside Out 2</em> Reveals About the Diversity of Emotions

Interesting perspective.

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 01:37 AM

So, the bug turns out to be more complex than I initially thought as I'm doing all the right things but still get a crash. Will need to dedicate specific time to deal with it. For which I already created a dedicated issue in my tracking platform. So, I'll leave it at that for now.

Meanwhile, read another article from GGSC: Five Practices for a Healthier Emotional Life in relation to Inside Out 2

And! They'll host a 1 hour live stream talking about Inside Out 2, in July. Registration here: Registration Form: The Science Behind Inside Out 2

Can't wait!

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 07:08 AM

Today is a slow day. I've been feeling a bit low on energy lately. Wondering if I should take holiday. Maybe 2 weeks in July. Hmm...

Meanwhile, watched

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 08:15 AM

Myeah, not my day. Gave up after encountering issues in displaying the datetime and buttons correctly. Need to learn how to make an app look beautiful.

Also, bought cinema tickets for despicable me 4 today. It's in July, so maybe I'll time my holiday with the movie. Not sure.

Alas, sometimes you have to know when to take a step back. Tomorrow morning I'll relax as I am low on battery for my laptop. And, not in the mood to charge it in the cafe where I'm heading to relax until dinner time. I'll probably watch more content on Inside Out 2.

I must say, the reaction to the first.movie I posted in previous post made me sad. I even shed a tear watching it. A mixture of heartfelt sadness followed by depression.

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 09:58 AM

Ate some chips. Watched some Inside Out 2 cast videos. Gave another shot at the buttons and realized what I was missing. They're now fixed. Yay. Charging my laptop for tomorrow morning in case I'll get to implementing some more functionality. Sharing feature is what I'm thinking of.

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 05:05 PM

At the ER. Took the bus and when I arrived I

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puked in the bus station several times

. Feeling a bit better. The nurse gave me some painkillers. I was feeling sharp pain in the upper part of my abdomen (where the stomach is) and back pain. I'll see a doctor. I hope they won't charge me what the medical card won't cover. Told the shelter staff when I left that I might come back after 11pm (when you can't enter the shelter anymore) and the staff was understanding and wished me well. Now that the pain subsided quite a bit, I can breathe. The downside is, I might have

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vomited

my antipsychotic. Will have to wait until I see the doctor to see if I can get a pill just to be on the safe side.

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 07:22 PM

The doc saw me. Told me I've gastritis and that I'll have to take some tablets. If the symptoms persist, I'll have to have a scope down my throat. She also told me that if I took the anti psychotic 1 hour and a ½ before vomiting, I should be ok. Phew. Now I'm waiting on my blood results and to give in my urine sample. Sigh. Hopefully it's nothing bad. I really don't have money for eating healthier or finding better alternatives.

cptsdvictim · Jun 19, 2024 at 09:04 PM

Tests ok. Prescription received. They were kind enough to pay for my taxi to go "home". I'm waiting for it to arrive. 3:03am here. Hopefully I'll get some sleep. A few hours would be good. The rest of the day, I'm taking it easy. No working in the morning. Will have lunch, a free coffee (from collecting loyalty stamps) and then I'll buy my prescription and go work.

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cptsdvictim Veteran Member Member Since Mar 2024 Location: Earth Posts: 629 (SuperPoster!) 54 hugs given	Jun 19, 2024 at 12:19 AM #64 Good morning! Time to get some bugs smashed after brushing teeth and showering. First, read: What <em>Inside Out 2</em> Reveals About the Diversity of Emotions Interesting perspective.
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cptsdvictim Veteran Member Member Since Mar 2024 Location: Earth Posts: 629 (SuperPoster!) 54 hugs given	Jun 19, 2024 at 09:58 AM #68 Ate some chips. Watched some Inside Out 2 cast videos. Gave another shot at the buttons and realized what I was missing. They're now fixed. Yay. Charging my laptop for tomorrow morning in case I'll get to implementing some more functionality. Sharing feature is what I'm thinking of.
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cptsdvictim Veteran Member Member Since Mar 2024 Location: Earth Posts: 629 (SuperPoster!) 54 hugs given	Jun 19, 2024 at 09:04 PM #71 Tests ok. Prescription received. They were kind enough to pay for my taxi to go "home". I'm waiting for it to arrive. 3:03am here. Hopefully I'll get some sleep. A few hours would be good. The rest of the day, I'm taking it easy. No working in the morning. Will have lunch, a free coffee (from collecting loyalty stamps) and then I'll buy my prescription and go work.
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