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Feb 10, 2008 at 11:38 PM
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In two days it will be the day that my mom died. I am still mad at her after all these years for not believing me about my dad.
sometimes I wonder if she could believe me. Daddy always said that if I told mama she would get sick. The only time I ever tried to tell her was when I was 7. That same night she had her first spell of psychosis. I never tried to tell her again. I feel like by whole being was smushed and some of the pieces went flying off into space and will never be found again. I have been depressed my whole life. and the first time I can remember wanting to be dead was when I was seven. I just laid down on the playground at school and when they asked me what was wrong.i said I am hoping to be dead. |
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Feb 11, 2008 at 12:23 AM
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((((((((Shirley)))))))
I'm so sorry that happened to you. I know that must be so painful inside. I hope you find some peace. |
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Grand Poohbah
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Location: Michigan
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Feb 17, 2008 at 02:07 PM
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Sometimes it is hard to understand that someone could do that to another person, but it happens so she should have listened. But I'm sorry you had to go through this.
__________________ Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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