[Dingoroo]

posting this here... don't really post much, been here for a bit and still don't really know any folks.

my dad; he calls us, writes to us, I've run into him and we don't really live that close together.

I hate him for what he did to me, my bf, my brother back when we were kids. after everything that has happened he still tries to get in contact with us... an he still phones us and he sends us mail.

a part of me feels torn, like I want to talk to him, because of the lost memories and time. when I do remember, it hits me like a jolt of lightning. flashbacks and memories. I don't know what wrong with me, sometimes I wonder, did they hurt me because I'm crazy, or am I crazy because they hurt me? all kinds of questions put me in that bad wicket.