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Oct 24, 2008, 04:59 PM
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I am going back to therapy. I have an apt on Monday. I am terrified at having to deal with the abuse issue again. I thought I had put it behind me, but it reared up it's ugly head again. I am afraid to sleep because of the nitemares. I will flip out totally if the flashback come back too. I am bipolar, I go from mild depression to suicidal and back again. I would sell my soul for just one day of mania. A month and a half ago I started a mood stabilizer (trileptal). This month I told my Pdoc about the nitemares and she increased my dosage. She then had me make an apt for a Tdoc. I am so tired of my life right now. I don't even get out of the bed anymore. My body has fallen apart and my head went with it. I never wanted to live to 50 much less 60. I just wish I was dead. It would solve all my problems at one time.
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Oct 25, 2008, 04:36 AM
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confused one, i know how that feels right now. i am not bipolar, but i have severe abuse issues and my own kinds of dx. i'm afraid and overwhelmed by the ugly stuff in my past. right now it is very hard, but it has been better and even at times joyful again and much better. it comes and goes likes waves of water.
keep that appointment, know that even strangers like me value your life - for now you will have to take our opinion as more accurate than your own. you can get through this, as tuff as it is. i wish i could make it some better for you. all i can say is that it will get better. go to the T on Monday. he/she is there to help. sincerely, leslie
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Oct 25, 2008, 07:21 AM
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(((((((((((((((((confused one)))))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you are going through this. I have also been having nightmares and it stinks. The road to healing is so long and it is hard to be patient.... please allow your T to help you....you can get through this. I agree with Leslie, your life is important and valuable... hang in there...keep posting... we are here for you.  kt |
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Oct 25, 2008, 10:50 AM
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Im sorry that you feel so badly. I think we all have been where u are in our own way. Its not fun but it does pass.
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