[deliquesce]

deli is a disgusting, bad person.

trigger post - sorry .

she has been having dreams. with her grown up self and that person doing stuff that they shouldnt be doing. it didnt happen that way, it happened when she was a kid. but now it is happening with her adult self and her body is responding.

the rest of it is too bad to share. sorry .

I think its your adult alter trying to make it right with you to make you forget about the terrible things that went on when you was young, to leave you in doubt as to if it happened and to make you feel better, its not a sign of weakness I see it as a sign of love....

Hugs to you while you are going through this.

Trust me I know the feeling !!!!!!!

[iamtwilight]

safe hugs to you deliquesce... i've had the same thing happened to me.

i think tishie has a good point there. didn't think of it that way.. didn't even know what it was or why it happened... so thank you tishie for posting that. it makes sense!

(and i feel dumb lol)

sounds like progress? hang in there deliquesce, it's tough but it gets better.


twilight

[MINIME]

hug u are not disgusting,

[iamtwilight]

yep - just because the experiences were disgusting don't make us disgusting.


twilight

[deliquesce]

thanks everyone .

i just want it to stop, yeah? dont want the adult me telling the kid it was ok. because that makes it my fault again and i cant handle that responsibility.