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Default Nov 19, 2022 at 07:48 PM
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misery. despair. disgust. encroachment. cages walls wood. hard. dark cold solemn. alone. quiet silent. no sound. listen. holding breath listen. nothing. too much. voices muffled loud clear harsh. screams. sinister laughter. wax scents. flickering flames. eyes. piercing. pin point burns to the soul.

run. leave get out scurry. terror flight. go go go. claw. squeeze push pull go. no movement. body paralyzed. run scurry go go go. i cant. i cant. still. head gone fast. escaping showing taking trying. stop stop stop. i cant hear over you. quiet. slow slow shhh. it will be ok. will be ok. ok. will ok. (please ok please please. help. help me. crying tearing. quiet. crying no sounds wipe shirt sleeve. keep hold dont let go. get her out. get her safe. please ok. please be ok).

dirty. not enough clothes. dirty clothes. dirty hands. dirty legs arms. dirty girl. dirty girl. will someone notice? can i sneak in again? clothes. clean clothes. bath. warm water. bubbles. calm. i can. please

you will be ok. a nice warm bath. bubbles. when home. ok? nice bath soft clothes. soft. curl in blankets. cuddle. it will be ok. shh. it will be ok.

scared. frantic mind. home. home. home. hide.

hide.

blueness. blankness. tired. so tired. fade. fade.

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