[blackrainbow]

one time there were a little girl who lived in a big garden
in the garden lived fairies and unicorns and flowers and
rainbows and butterflies and all sorts nice things the garden
had an edge tho and when she stepped over the edge her
safe beautiful garden disappeared and she was in a dim
place a sad place when in this place she forgot the good
feelings she felt in her garden what she felt in this dim
place she didnt want anyone else to feel scary things went
on in the dim painful things she dreamed of her garden longed
for it even more when these things went on it was when
she longed for it at these times that she caught a glimps of
her wonderful place and it felt like she crossed over to it
she played and danced with the fairies she felt the nice
feeling in her chest the one called happiness that feeling
evaded her in the dim she hated waking suddenly back in
the dim where the bad feelings lived and the pain and the
hands as time went on some of the dim spilled into her garden
why? why did this happen? was it her fault? was she to blame?
she did blame herself she must be poison she thought she
must have brought the dim to this place because in reality
she belonged in the dim soon its all she saw nothing but the
dim why? she brought it on herself maybe? how can she get
back ? she longs to

j

[craven_]

no it was not her fault and she was not to blame.
if it's about you you're not poison and i'm sorry you feel that way.
i'm here if you ever wanna talk.
alice.

[sunsetsunrise]

It was never your fault. You are not to blame at all. You are a good person. I am sure of it. You do not belong to the dim. Quite the opposite. The beautiful garden is what is your true heart. How do you get back? The longing to do that helps a lot. Keep that longing alive in your heart. I know its very painful. But you are going to get back all that light in your garden. Please try to hear my words that its not your fault and you were never to blame. I know that. I do <3

[blackrainbow]

jordynn