Feeling lonely

innocentjoy · Sep 05, 2014, 10:05 PM

I'm sad and lonly tonite becuz nobody outside likes ever talking to me, just to the bigs and I want people to like me. I have a bunny at my house that is soft and cozy and safe to hug at nite. And my big said she would take care of me and she loves me especially when I'm sad. But she can't give me a hug excep in imagination or not a real one. I'm just little so its scary to be lonely. And my name is Charlotte but she calls me char sometimes for a nickname.
I just want to be a good girl

Fuzzybear · Sep 06, 2014, 07:49 AM

lozza89 · Sep 07, 2014, 02:24 AM

hiii charlotte

my name is lizzie and do you wanna be my friend? i have a kitty at home and me loves her cuddles and specially night time. kitty purrs very loud. we have foster kitty too and he make me face wet when he happy cuz he drools. foster kitty make me laugh. whats bunnys name? me is 5 years old.
bye.

innocentjoy · Sep 07, 2014, 08:51 AM

Yes, I'll love to have a friend!! And I'm five too!!! We call him bunny, he doesn't have a other name. I wish I could have a kitty one day to, my big says we could maybe have one one day. What colour of kitty and foster kitty???

lozza89 · Sep 08, 2014, 06:20 PM

we use to have a bunny and guinea piggies but they had to go away over the big bridge and play with other lil friends. me miss them lots and lots. kitty is different colours and sleeps with us all night!! she a good kitty. foster kitty is ginger colour. lozzy my big is trying to find him food that dont upset him tummy. poor foster kitty. hope he feels better soon.

innocentjoy · Sep 09, 2014, 07:51 AM

Poor foster kitty with a sad tummy!! When we can have a kitty I wanna have a black one and have it porrrrr all night! We got to take a puppy for a walk yesterday and she's so nice and excited and I throwed a Frisbee for her and she caught it out of the air but then she chased bugs all over the field. And I can tell when she's happy because her tail wags and wags and wags

your my first friend thats little like me. It feels special for me

I like having a frend!!

lozza89 · Sep 09, 2014, 07:19 PM

i like having a friend too. no one ever talks to me. it make me feel very sad. we had to take foster kitty to vet and he was good boy. he had his needle and soon will need to have an operration so he cant make other kittys have babys. foster kitty and kitty play good and have fun. i like playing with both kitty and foster kitty. your lucky to have a puppy. lozzy friend has puppy but she cries a lot and her friend kitty growls at puppy. puppy is scared of that kitty. there were loud noises last night. big thunder noises. me got scared and then foster kitty slept on our lap. he was nice and purred loud. i like having a you as my friend. your very nice.

innocentjoy · Sep 12, 2014, 09:26 PM

Your lucky to have your kitty inside your house. We just take the puppy for walks so she's not lonely all day or has a accident in the house. But she's relly good at caching Frisbees in her mouth, and I can play with her. Nobody talks to me except my counselor if I come out or sometimes if I'm scared I can call a phone and they talk to me. I get sad too because I wish I could just be little and have it be ok. But then I have a frend now it makes me happy! I was having a sad days so I didn't rite you back but I like you lots and lots!!! I told my big to tall my counselor that I have a frend and she was happy for me.

do you like colours?? I like to use pink and purple and I'm aloud to draw pictures and I haves my own markers to use! What's your favrite colour to see?? Here's a big big big giant wave hello!! I'm sorry the noises scarred you, I don't like big noises unless there safe ones!!

lozza89 · Sep 13, 2014, 04:59 AM

my favourite colour is green. i dont really like drawing cuz me never knows what to draw and me gets sdcared it will look funny or me will do it wrong. it good your allowed to draw though and you gets to use your own markers. my big has lots and lots of teddys and me likes to play with them. they care bears and they make me feels safe. they come in all different colours!! my favourite one is called tenderheart and he is brown and has a red love heart on his tummy. me makes big take him to all our T sessions cuz he makes me feel safer and then if i come out i am not all alone cuz me has my teddy friend. today big and her friend took friends puppy to the beach. puppy got scared of the waves but me thinks she had good time. me sorry you had sad days. are you happy now? sad days are yucky and not very nice. what do you like to draw? me really likes butterflies they look pretty and get to fly and no one ever wants to hurt them. do you have a favourite animal? it night time here now but me not very tired yet. but bed time is fun cuz get to cuddle up tight to kitty. maybe your big will let you have a kitty soon?

innocentjoy · Sep 13, 2014, 10:08 PM

That's like Sammy. He is too scarred to colour much but I colour sometimes if I come out in my counselors room and she says do you want to colour and even if I'm scarred its a trick my big tells me I can colour and then I like to. My big gots a whole folder for my colors. I like the care bears lots and lots! I had the pink baby one long time ago. Its gone now but I got another pink bear and I can hug and cuddle bunny that is Sammy's special bunny but he shares with me. Sammy is littler and he's only four maybe or younger maybe but he's very scarred of things so big got him a bunny to feel braver. My sad days are yucky like yours are. Today is not a sad day!! Its a proud day!! We cleaned the kitchen and packed boxes to give away to have more room and it was a big big job so now we can have a proud day

I like happy days and fun days and proud days better than any sad day ever. Your a really nice frend for me to have. I hop I don't wright too much and make you mad at me or sad at me. My big says we have to move before I can have a real kitty and that is maybe far away. But maybe we can imagine a kitty intil we get a live one.

innocentjoy · Sep 13, 2014, 10:18 PM

And I like to draw flowers and harts and peeple, but only nice peeple like my counselor and my big and us littles.

lozza89 · Sep 14, 2014, 08:34 PM

your counsellor sounds very nice to let you colour. you dont make me mad for writing lots me happy to see you write to me and me smile and feel happy to have you as my friend. an imaginary kitty sounds good for now. lozzys brother and girl friend have a toy kitty that meows and walks cuz they kept asking for a real kitty and his mummy brought them that one. maybe you big can get you one? you draw or colour much today? me hope today is a happy day for you! me sleepy still but kitty and foster kitty are busy playing. foster kitty talks a lot too. me sad he cant sleep with us at night but my big lozzy says it important that only kitty sleep with us so she doesnt feel left out and knows she is still loved lots and lots. hope the sun comes out soon. me like when sun come out make me feel even more happy.

innocentjoy · Sep 15, 2014, 07:54 PM

My counsellor is very very nice, but we have to go on a break from visits because of rules and money hut I called her to talk to her today and she is happy to talk on the phone when we need to. She always tells my big to make sure we get to have fun and she needs reminders sometimes. I will like having amaginary kitty, and I can pretend she's curling up in my tummy and purrrrrring lots and lots!! I hope you got to have a sunny day today to make you happy. Today was a happy day for us and we have new slippers to wear in the house that we made on the weekend and a new raincoat that my real mummy bought for us. Then the rain isn't a sad day because we have a new raincoat to ware!! Did your day was a good one?? I'm wishing you lots and lots of sun!!!

lozza89 · Sep 16, 2014, 10:55 PM

it gets real hard having to pay for sessions but luckily lozzys mummy and daddy help pay or else we wouldnt be able to afford to see psych at all. am real happy you can still call counsellor when you want that is real good. it been raining a lot today and so am curled up on couch watching tv with a blankie and foster kitty. lozzy has to give him tablets at breakfast and dinner time and he doesnt like that at all. hope foster kitty feels better soon. what colour is rain coat? do you get to wear gum boots too and jump in big puddles? me feel yucky today and want psych to come back from holidays. me miss her a lot. i hope you get to see your counsellor again real soon and dont have to have a big break.

innocentjoy · Sep 23, 2014, 01:08 PM

I hope she's back from holidays. We have a new lady to see sometimes to help manage our cases. She's nice but I haven't talked to her yet, jut my big has. My raincoat is just grey but I like it cuz its snuggley inside. I am too scared to jump in puddles bit I wish I could cuz that's fun. I most just can have fun inside our house cuz then I'm safe but sometimes I come out just a little bit so I can have fun but still be taken care of. Do you like cartoons? I like chip and dale cartons and when I'm sad I can watch them. Poor foster kitty needing medicine. Hope he is feeling lots better soon!!

Gr3tta · Sep 24, 2014, 01:23 PM

can i be a frend to? i am Lello 5 years old and we have other kids. i have a bigger kid help me use the nook for typings.
i have pets and love them lots and love colouoring and painting.

innocentjoy · Sep 24, 2014, 07:19 PM

Hi lello!! Your names like yellow in my head and is a happy colour!! I'll like to be your frend!! I'm Charlotte and I'm five too! I never had any frends and now I have to whole frends. Thats special!! What pets do you have and I like to paint to. We have finger paints we can use next time we have a just us nite. Do you have a best colour to use???

lozza89 · Sep 25, 2014, 09:54 PM

hiiiii lello you can be my friend too my names lizzie and me also 5. what favourite colour you have? me like pets lots and me likes play with them.

charlotte, very sad news abouts foster kitty. he has to go to another foster kitty carers place cuz he very unwell and could make our kitty sick. will miss him lots and lots when he goes but me know he will be happy and well looked after. he will be the only kitty there so be very spoilt which me likes.

hows you day going charlotte and lello? me likes your name lello.

Gr3tta · Sep 26, 2014, 02:03 PM

Hi Charlotte and lizzie!!!!! My best favrite color is perple but also orange and green too. An silvor if thats a color like all shiney.

We has 3 dog and 1 kitty and they are big medum and small and then medum hair kitty i love themsosooso much!!! I have great big crayon box can share but put them back. Hi hi to you both!

innocentjoy · Sep 27, 2014, 11:59 PM

Lizzie thats sad that poor foster kittys so so sick. But nice that he can be safe and your kitty to.
Lello, I like perple to, and pink and yellow. Those are the best but mostly pink and perple. Were going away on a visit for a week to a treat farm where we can do therapy and also walk in the woods and have camp fires and climb rocks and play music. I'm a little bit scard to go but we're takin stuffed bunny land a pillow and so it will be better. And I got to pick out a new book to rite in that got owls on it and new marker pens to rite with so its kinda fun to. I can rite you after were back next weekend.
My big says to rite retreat farm, not treat farm but I like to call it the treat farm. And I can rember if I'm scard there that I have my own to frends all for myself and I won't be so scard!!

Gr3tta · Sep 30, 2014, 07:52 AM

That soundds really fun have lots of fun at the treat farm!!!!! and write me when you get back and tell me all about it!

lozza89 · Oct 01, 2014, 07:40 PM

have lots fun charlotte. tell me how it is when back and me can tell yous about new foster kitty that was dropped off yesterday. she loves tummy rubs.