gently running through the garden

bubbling, soothing.

so i lie on the grass

cool, green, smoothing

the white dress down

head on my arm

sucking my thumb

here ther's no harm.

just peace, birds singing

water singing lullabye

other children swinging

i'm looking at blue sky.

time for sleep

hush now, sleep tight

under the bushes quiet

everything is alright

[Fuzzybear]

[wanttoheal]

will you sit with me wanttoheal?

j x

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))))) I'm here.

rockin rollin ridin

out along the bay

all bound for mornin town

many miles away y

red and yellow and pink and green
orange and purple and blue
i can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow
singa rainbow too

hey jude, dont let me down

sing a sad song and make it better

remember to let it into your haert
then you can start to make it better

hush little baby dont say a word
daddys gonna by you a mockin bird
if that mockin bird wont sing

daddys gonna by you a dimond ring

hush hush sleepy ...... leo for you too ........

she's gone. Away from me

withour really understanding

i could have done better

not too good at handling

wish i'd been a better mum

but think was better than mine

she's loved always

loved til the end of time.

my heart is breaking in two

for the little girl, she's gone

still here in my heart

she is still my favourite song ....

full of life and fun

but this little girl cries

cos she only has her son.

she wantsto be the same

nothingto change

but life goes on

treasure feels too strange.


inside i cry

inside i die

too quiet now

not no how

to cope anymore

hitting the floor.

please let me sleep

without a peep

cry inside

where i hide

t

please could i have a cuddle ........

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( jinny/treasure )))))))))))))))

yu gud
hi jinni
yu get teddi kk



bye bye hav gud day
gud hugz

-leo

ty luv the teddy, ty for the cuddles ..... love you all .... just need cuddles today all day ...... i'm so sad today

twinkle twinkle little star how i wonder what you are
opabove the wold so hi like a dimond in the sky twinkle twinkle littleastar how i wonder what you are

i have dreams way up hi cant reach them too far away i look up to the sky when im sad and alone. im bad
iams o bad. to let things hapen and they do hapen so i hide uner the bed if my frend comes just dont want talk

i feel so bad jst not so good grl ]

no stars now to erly tresh

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((((jinny))))))))))))

[ginniesky]

((((jinnyann))))

(((((((((((((((((huggies)))))))))))))))))

thankyou everyone so much. What would i do without you all .... my dear friends xoxoxoxoxo

<font color="purple">You're not bad
You're good
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awww Kaika ((((((((((((((((gentle huggies)))))))))))

it's beautiful, just like your poem ..... thankyou so much, this means the world to me .... you made my eyes cry in a good way

love you, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo

If i could just capture the moment when i remember falling asleep against my grandads heartbeat ...... i was so little ... he was stroking my hair and singing to me .... i could hear his heart so loud ..... i was sucking my thumb and stroking his whiskers ...... what i'd give for that moment right now

j x

Tell Santa you want a Build-A-Bear for Christmas. You can shop for it and pick out all it's clothes and even have a heartbeat put in and then you can snuggle with your "grandad bear."

Build-A-Bear

(((((((((((((((((orange))))))))))))))))))))))

good idea ...... i might just do that ...... ty jin x

Sorry, that link didn't work.

http://www.buildabear.co.uk/

we have a build a bear in our city ..... i love it in there .... could spend hours lol ... ty Orange .... huggies Jin xoxoxoxoxo

could spend hours lol

Me too, lol. I just thought of it because you mentioned your granddad's heartbeat.