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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:12 PM
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i am always doing things that hurt people i care about i don't know if i can take anymore .....i don't try to hurt people. i am stupid stupid stupid ...i deserve what i get.
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:22 PM
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Therefore, if you deserve what you get, you deserve this hug:
stupid me

You aren't stupid, unless the definition of stupid is caring, thoughtful, struggling, living, growing, hurting, healing.
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:27 PM
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too much
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:30 PM
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stupid me then let us all help you as you help us. Did something specific happen or is it everything in general right now? what about that comforting place you'd like to be? I told you about mine the other day, why not share what yours would be like?
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:37 PM
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i am supposed to leave for therapy in 5 minutes but i am not sure i want to i am not sure i can handle it
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 12:38 PM
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Just remember you can always leave if it doesn't feel right.
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 04:01 PM
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((((((((((( Ginniesky ))))))))))

I am sorry I didn't see this thread until just now. I hope therapy went well for you; or if it didn't, that you were able to keep it at a level comfortable to you. I hope your T was able to reassure you and that now you're feeling better.
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 10:46 PM
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Old Oct 28, 2008, 11:15 PM
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Old Oct 29, 2008, 12:50 AM
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ginniesky, i do not think you are stupid, but i know about "feeling" stupid.

i am sorry things are bad for you right now. i'm sending you a cyber-hug that is going to float over you in your sleep and be waiting on your pillow and it will quietly hug you when you get up tomorrow.

i am d.i.d. and i would be willing to listen and talk if you want. i used to struggle so much with my dx but right now i am getting to appreciate how my own mind helped me cope when there were no people helping me. i am proud of being a multiple. i lived in h*** and we survived!

ginniesky, we ALL hurt the people we care about and i know you do not do it on purpose. you can say you are sorry and that is about all you can do except work on getting better so it doesn't happen too often. being mean to yourself won't make you a better person and it may make you hurt more and "hurt people hurt people")
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Old Oct 29, 2008, 07:27 AM
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oh hunny you are not stupid at all
you are the same as all of us
trying to learn and too heal
Hunny l too hurt people along the way
not because l want too or mean too
and not because i'm stupid

but because it HURTS so much
hunny you do not hurt us
we hurt when we see your pain
reach out to us hunny
we are here, we love you
and we care very much
PM me its ok, we are here for you always

mandy and allxxx
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few things are more humiliating and what a tragedy when they believe you"
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Old Oct 29, 2008, 11:12 AM
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thank you everyone you all are kind.
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