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Dec 26, 2014 at 04:19 PM
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It hurts so much and it's never going to stop and I want it to stop. I want to breathe freely for once and I want it to end and I just want to get away and I want someone to be able to help me but they can't. Meds don't help talking doesn't help therapy doesn't help ECT doesn't help and because I'm immortal even death won't save me and it just hurts so so much.. help
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Dec 26, 2014 at 04:56 PM
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I just joined this group today and this is my very first post. I have been crying all day and hurting so bad. I am on meds, in therapy and still feel hopeless. I even tried to sit outside a while today and talk to my dearest partner who died three years ago which sometimes helps. Today it didn't. I started reading a book called darkness visible which was only the first chapter so I ordered the book used. I cannot do anything when this darkness gets at its worst. So painful even my closest friends and children cannot understand me. They say oh you will get over it etc but it has been with me for years. No one except someone suffering this illness can even comprehend the torture and hell it brings. It hurst so bad I know. I try and figure out where it comes from and what I did to get like this? Feel free to write back if you want, hugs sad eyed lady
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Dec 26, 2014 at 05:34 PM
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Please don't give up. Just when I was ready to end it all, they finally tried a medication change that worked. It's never hopeless, but I know it really hurts. __________________ Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Dec 27, 2014 at 01:41 PM
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oh, it does hurt so much. i know. nobody can understand the torturous agony of severe depression unless they have experienced it themselves.
but it is so much better than that dark option. stay with us. nothing lasts forever and things do get easier with time, patience and determination. |
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Jan 13, 2015 at 12:44 PM
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I'm so sorry. I know the feeling.
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Mar 14, 2015 at 06:55 PM
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Apr 04, 2015 at 01:44 PM
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