After a year, no time has passed? I don't understand.

vvector0000 · 10:02 PM

We broke up almost exactly a year ago. I seemed to be doing fine, but today I find myself wondering why she isn't by my side, or sleeping next to me. I can't remember anything.. my memory is wiped, and all I can think of is the good times we had and none of the bad things that broke us up. I don't even recognize myself in the mirror any more.

I know it'll pass, but it is bizarre and troubling.

After almost unrelenting **** for 25 years, it starts to really creep up on me that it may not ever get better. I don't like that. It's been a long, long, long road and I'm gettin' tired.

Well, good night.

Thanks for listening.

Jul 04, 2015 at 07:54 AM

Do you think maybe you are having "anniversary of the event" sadness?

Fizzyo · Jul 05, 2015 at 02:33 PM

The anniversary can be very triggering, sorry to hear you're struggling.

Possible trigger:

Some of us don't know if we can get better, it's so hard to keep going then.

You are worth another chance, sending encouragement vibes as best I can.

vvector0000 · Jul 05, 2015 at 08:35 PM

Yeah it is the anniversary thing. I haven't really experienced such an intense trigger like that.. it's getting a little better. Time will take care of it. Thanks guys.

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Anonymous200325 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 04, 2015 at 07:54 AM #2 Do you think maybe you are having "anniversary of the event" sadness?
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Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Jul 05, 2015 at 02:33 PM #3 The anniversary can be very triggering, sorry to hear you're struggling. Possible trigger: Some of us don't know if we can get better, it's so hard to keep going then. You are worth another chance, sending encouragement vibes as best I can.
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vvector0000 Member Member Since Jul 2012 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 98 11 11 hugs given	Jul 05, 2015 at 08:35 PM #4 Yeah it is the anniversary thing. I haven't really experienced such an intense trigger like that.. it's getting a little better. Time will take care of it. Thanks guys.
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