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I've been in a depression for over four years now, it's just persistently gotten worse to where I am now. I've been diagnosed with treatment resistant depression, major depressive episode. I'm at a point where getting out of bed to take a shower is a challenge, no motivation to do anything.
Last few months I've just focused on getting help and getting better. I've gone through many meds but I've been really sensitive to the meds and none really did anything for me. I was also in therapy at this time. My psychiatrist was really pushing for ECT after I exhausted all med options which I didn't want to do. I stopped taking meds and seeing her. I told my psychologist this and she basically told me she can't see me anymore because I have to see more than one doctor. I was spending probably $350ish a week on these doctors. To be honest I only got worse and worse seeing them. I feel lost, I went hoping they would make me feel better, and was disappointed when I never really got any great help I don't know what to do know. I have suicidal thoughts and have had them for a long time. Nothing I act on but now seem inevitable. Last edited by bluekoi; Dec 21, 2015 at 08:33 PM.. Reason: Add trigger icon. |
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Ever get the idea that your doctors are just going down a check list that someone gave them and have no real clue about what they're doing? You might have the idea that since the main standard treatments for depression: antidepressants and therapy didn't work, your situation is dire. You must have a bad version of depression. Someone may have told you that you have "treatment resistant" depression. What I think is actually going on is that the standard treatments for depression are S T U P I D and I N E F F E C T I V E. I think that "alternative" treatments for depression are actually much better than the standard treatments and, in any case, should always be tried first because they are safe. I would suggest just forgetting everything you've done and re-think your problem from scratch. Here is what I think is the best overall plan: http://forums.psychcentral.com/4262681-post105.html . The first step is to check for the many common purely medical issues that can cause mental problems. Also, here's something that you can try right away. See how effective this simple thing was for Freewilled, for instance: http://forums.psychcentral.com/4715237-post156.html - vital |
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God hasn't given up on you, and you 've not given up on yourself. If you still feel some rapport with your shrink go see him again. If not find another one and tell them what you 've tried so far, or have him call the previous one to give him your history. ECT as practised nowadays is very safe and effective, why not consider it? Keep us posted. And I am sorry to disagree with the previous poster but don't go down the alternative therapies road, you won't get better, you 'll spend your money for nothing, and you 'll only be more and more frustrated. MDD is a real illness, if you had cancer you 'd do (or I hope you would) your chemo, you wouldn't go to an acupuncturist or a cosmic field healer or a whatever the hell I pull out of my *** name healer and the like.
For me too getting out of bed to take a bath is a challenge, as many a thing are one, btw. ECT has not been suggested though, I did, but the shrink said no, we are not there. YOU CAN AND YOU WILL PULL THROUGH. |
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Hi sarow,
Personally, I have been damaged and betrayed by my last 2 Psychologists, but I do feel they have their place in the treatment of our issues. You cannot and should not battle this alone, if your Therapists are unsuitable, or personalities clash - change them. You are the Employer, you are the one seeking assistance, you should feel as comfortable as possible with your treatment. Please do not isolate yourself, this could rapidly lead to a downward spiralling of Mood which will take massive effort to recover from. Your fellow Members here haven't given up on you. Dave. __________________ You and I are yesterday's answers, The earth of the past come to flesh, Eroded by Time's rivers, To the shapes we now possess. The Sage. Emerson, Lake and Palmer. |
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Sarow, Dave put it as lucidly and succinctly as possible, try taking his message to heart, and keep on keeping on with the right allies.
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EnglishDave described it lucidly and honestly.
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Don't give up...we all want to give up...trust me I feel the way you feel many times....but science is always coming up with new things, and I try to live with my hope that someday they will...
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I would like to tell you a little story- I had a good doctor, a psychiatrist, whom I had seen for years. The suddenly he became quite ill and was out of the office for many months. He finally came back to work - he had suffered a stroke. This was a man who was one of the most respected doctors in his field, and he was in the prime of his life with nowhere to go but up... I said that to him one day," I am just ready to give up"- he maneuvered his electric wheelchair over to me and put his one good hand on my shoulder and said, " I'm not ready to give up on you yet." To think that this man, whom God had handed a plateful of problems, wasn't going to give up on me was more moving and kind than anything I can imagine.
So, it is hard to battle this disease, year after year, and of course you feel like giving up- it is a heavy burden, and sometimes you travel alone- but don't give up. Every day that we continue to live with this makes a difference somewhere, somehow, we never know- so please don't give up. I won't give up if you won't.... |
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