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Junior Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: Egypt
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Aug 26, 2017 at 04:55 PM
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Same here , my story is somehow long ,
I'm 33 years old , I started taking med about 14 yrs ago , they doesn't help that much. I used to have extreme mood swings , then I stopped the med for marriage I was afraid that med affect if I got pregnant ! After my divorce , i pretended to be strong and patient and I don't need any help or support esp i had a bad experience with stopping antidepressants " withdrawal symptoms" After a while I went to psychiatrist again , started ned and started psychotherapy with a therapist , I improved somehow but still having mood swings again I stopped medications , And I hate my therapist he seemed to be greedy , months later I started life coaching , my coach advised me to return to medications again , I went to a new psychiatrist , he changed medications and doses almost every month , Now I am taking 4 types of medications , maximum dose of each , and still don't help ! I have suicidal thoughts but never attempted , I don't want to live any more , i see myself as a useless , ugly , foolish and weak person |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: UK
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Sep 10, 2017 at 02:35 PM
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Sounds like you have certainly lived with a lot of depression.
Sorry to hear how much you're suffering. I'm even more sorry I don't have answers. You don't sound like someone weak and foolish, it seems you're strong or you wouldn't be here. I hope you find at least some benefit from somewhere. 
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