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Mar 01, 2021 at 02:06 PM
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I am only 13. But I somehow was suicidal before I was 12. My parents divorce is the reason for that one. Its so painful to go thru this. I just don't understand why nothing works. I honestly feel like I would be better off dead. The only reason I haven't acted on it yet is because of my 3 week old sister. I just feel like my life no longer matters. It doesn't make sense. No treatment works. I've been on countless medications and with countless psychotherapists. But nothing ever works. I just feel so stuck because nothing ever works. I honestly just want my life to be done.
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Mar 01, 2021 at 04:00 PM
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Hi Gymnastfanatic. I am sorry for the pain you feel from your parent's divorce. That must be so painful to see the two people you are closest to for a large part of your life, move in different directions and possibly even speak badly about each other.
It also must be very frustrating to try many meds and not see a change. There are lifestyle alternatives that are recommended like "adopting healthy habits, including exercise, shopping and cooking for yourself, getting enough sleep, making social connections and having reasons to get out of bed in the morning. Having a pet to look after is a surprisingly effective piece of the puzzle." Those appear in an article about TMS Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation that is here What can you do for depression when medication doesn’t work? | The Star The US has many TMS treatment sites. Many insurance plans cover that. Another alternative if your doctor thinks it may be needed is ECT Electro Convulsive Therapy. It is one possible treatment for med resistant conditions. I lost my dad recently and I have had to reinvent my self image, who I am and what I am doing in life. I am glad you feel caring towards your young sister. With a new born in the house, your mom may need help also. Have you talked to her about how you can be part of the care plan for your little sister so your mom can get breaks to do things for self care for herself? Having a purpose often involves taking on responsibilities. What do you think about the summer olympics coming up and the US gymnastic team? @CANDC __________________ Super Moderator Community Support Team "Things Take Time" |
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Mar 01, 2021 at 05:36 PM
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So Sorry that you're hurting so badly!
  Going through a parents' divorce can be hard but Please do not give up as you deserve to feel better and to Live a Good Life. So Sorry that the treatments haven't been working out, have you figured out what the reason may be? Perhaps your doctors or meds simply weren't a good fit. It can take time before finding the right treatment. Feel free to post around the forums as we have one dedicated to depression among others. Feel free to contact the adfmins and moderators in case you need assistance. i am also available if you need Help and Hopefully others as well if you ask around. Please do not give up. You deserve to feel Better. Hugs. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Gymnastfanatic, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!     
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