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My meds at their max keep me from being suicidal. I still feel what's the point. Some of the time I am able to ignore this, other times like now I wish there was some from of relief. It's a heavy burden to bear. People cannot see the despair in my mind. Most people have no clue. Every ******* day it's an effort to put on the facade and carry on. Just sharing. People IRL, who do not suffer from a mental illness, have no clue what a day in our life is like. Just venting. Thank you members of PC for being there.
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Thanks for sharing this.
![]() ![]() __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Hugs to you, BlueKoi. I am grateful for your presence here. Thank you for sharing your experience.
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Hugs to you Bluekoi
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I too am very grateful for your presence here. Thank you for everything you do here to keep pc as safe and kind as it is. I can relate to much of what you say (except I can’t take meds) It is indeed such a battle to “carry on” ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ ![]() |
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Yes Yes Yes Grateful for you.
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Member Since Aug 2020
Location: USA
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Re Depression Sucks
Thanks for sharing. I feel the same way re people who have not been depressed really don't have a clue. One can't describe depression in terms they can understand. Last time I was in the hospital I had a counselor that told me with tears in her eyes that she understood my depression because she had depression and anxiety of her own. She immediately had my full attention because she DID have a clue as to what it's like. Wish she was my talk therapist but alas on the hospital staff only. |
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Member Since Jul 2016
Location: Tokyo
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Same here it’s a long battle I think we just have to take more negative thought diet and listen to more Louise Hays tapes.
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Member Since Dec 2020
Location: Houston
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Thank you for saying this. I feel like this everyday. The "is there a point?" "Will it ever get better?" play over and over. It's a private and personal Hell on Earth. But seeing you say I "just need to vent" resonates with me. It made me feel a little less alone.
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Member Since May 2021
Location: Sydney
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Friends, I had to go through this too. However, during the depression, I did not even suspect that I needed treatment. I thought I'd be in this state for the rest of my life. The most terrible thing is that for me, this condition has become normal.
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