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Ok so I have got worse over time with my emotions and thoughts etc although I just have anxiety and consider to cope well although T's can see it gets traumatizing for me and really upsetting.. hence the can barely talk and just break into tears when trying to talk about things and this is why again I had to leave my job and been unemployed for almost and year.. However on that front I am going back to college with it kicking off in the next few weeks.. sorry bit of back ground back to what I am trying to ask
my problem is I keep getting those certain thoughts again, shouldn’t exists and don’t deserve to live etc and I keep breaking into tears but what’s worse is I keep going extremely pale at those time and feel really drained of energy not just that I feel different in myself like sensations that run through my body which make it hurt plus I shake a lot and I usually feel cold/flu like symptoms suddenly when I am in hysterics and crying like that. Another thing is when I am at the college I go bright red, sweat a lot and panic really bad I also get really sort headaches that once again make you feel really ill and I can barely think. However this comes and goes when the anxiety gets trigger off and depending on the situations depends on how bad I feel these things and once again this is why I can't make it through an interview with any hope of getting a job. So my biggest issue is the Side effects from anxiety and most the pale face and drained feeling and headaches I get but is it just because I am a girl I get this or more because the anxiety has got too bad and unbearable. Also I have the implant but I am going to get that out, other reasons enough said about that, usually periods are not that bad and they have never cause this effect on me at all in the past. It only since I let the anxiety get too bad left my job, kept breaking down and I have no hope or control over my life and future and even though it may seem like things could go ok in reality if you consider the college part however there no chance of that because of these feeling and side effects I keep getting. What’s worse is people pick up on this and if you were to see how it affects my skin you probably assume I was hangover or something like that by the way it makes me look. Also I have had extremely bad spots since I was 12 and they have never gone away they are all over my face and that’s bad enough but then when this happens it makes them worse as well as chance the colour of my skin all over to very pale. I also have extremely black and red patches under and around my eyes and makeup doesn’t hide them. When I go pale this is when I have no make on before someone points that out and I only wear makeup, only foundation, to interviews and college to try and hide the state of my skin and how this gets to me. But then when I sweat and go bright red it makes my skin all oily and my makeup runs when at college and that just as embarrassing. Anyone know what is causing this and how to stop this I honestly believe it’s to do with anxiety but I don’t want to go on meds and nothing else is helping with that but anyone else gets things similar to this. Any advice would really be appreciated and sorry for the jumbled up thread. |
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I don't really know... But pharma Gabba is a natural suplement that is used to assist with anxiety. I know u were saying how u don't want to take medication, but it is a suplement with no side effects and able to be taken with almost every other type of medication... So... Just an idea.
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