I am not sure where to post it but I will give it a try. .after a break up with my boyfriend (he ended it) I started feeling really bad about myself, I keep comparing my life with his, he was out of a rehab 6 months ago, he moved to London where he is from and now his life is going up and up and up, he got a really good job and he is doing sports, he has many new friends etc. I feel really bad about myself, feel like I can not do anything without him, I am 21 and I work at the bar, I live in Ireland and it is very hard to live here, I did office administration and marketing diploma but so far it doesn't help me, I want to start studying again in September but nothing interests me..

I feel very bad about myself, about my life, feel like I am not good enough, like his life got so much better now that I am not in his life, I want to become a better person, I want to love myself again and I want to move forward but now I feel like I am standing steel being all sad and pathetic, please someone help me, please.