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Nov 07, 2016 at 01:00 PM
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I've struggled with anxiety and depression for a long long time, however I have been doing well for the last few years. I feel myself spiraling again. I lost of pregnancy a couple of weeks ago. It was my first and my husband and I were so excited! Shortly after the positive home test, we found out it was abnormal, and waited for a week for a confirmation. We were told it was most likely an etopic pregnancy. I went in for surgery, they couldn't find any evidence of pregnancy, but found a lot of other things wrong.
I was diagnosed with endometriosis 4 years ago and the surgery confirmed it has spread and it will continue to spread. I was told by a dr 3 years ago, I should get pregnant sooner than later and now I am kicking myself. In the last two years it has increased and now is probably effecting my fertility. I didn't want to ever be pregnant, anything like that... my husband and I were in the process of foster care licensing when I just wanted my own biological child as well as doing foster care. I kinda wish we had never tried and we could just continue on as before.... __________________ "Today you are you. That is truer than true. There is no one alive that is you're than you. Shout aloud, "I am glad to be what I am Thank goodness I'm not a ham or a clam or a dusty old bottle of gooseberry jam! I am what I am. What a great thing to be. If I say to myself, happy everyday to me!" - Dr. Seuss |
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Nov 07, 2016 at 05:30 PM
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I am so, so sorry for your loss, pinkestpink.
I have lost three pregnancies in my lifetime. For me, the confusion was terrible. Was I wrong to allow pregnancy...was the loss for the best...what is the universe trying to tell me...all on top of the terrible grief of losing the pregnancies. I have pretty much accepted that none of the big questions can be answered, and only today fully lived. |
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Nov 07, 2016 at 06:10 PM
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I'm sorry for your loss.
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Nov 08, 2016 at 01:46 AM
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I understand you your feelings. I too suffer from endometriosis. My Dr said your insights are glued together now. It took me several miscarriages and D&C over 6 years, to finally have a baby. I had her at 32. At 30 I had lost all hope. Miracles do happen
 I would have adopted a child defiantly. I had already checked into it. Good luck sweetie.
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Nov 17, 2016 at 12:46 PM
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i lost my baby earlier this year so i know what you all are going through maybe not exactly as you do but i understand the feeling of loss .i find it hard to cope sometimes but i know my babys safe and i will always love him/her
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