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#341
I was really stressed for a while today. I finally got the letter. I had to sign for it. Then I immediately deal with it. I think I have everything worked out. I'm pretty sure. Just need a confirmation. That should come in the mail next. Hope all of you are well today!
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#342
Well, I overslept and was still tired but probably needed it because I guess I didn't sleep until after 2:30am...that's kinda late. And fingernail picking was keeping me up. Sigh! and I think I had some unpleasant dreams, but I must be repressing them because I only get glimpses and negative feelings. :/ Going to try to make the most of today though!
wanted to see the kitties again today and watch Lucifer. Looks like I'm not going to get time. :/ This might not make a lot of sense because I'm copying and pasting different thoughts throughout the day and distracted as I compile all this. oops! __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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#343
I'm a little anxious today. I have a doctor's appointment. I don't really want to go, but I will. It's for my carpal tunnel and I really want to do something about it. It's just that I don't want to leave my house today. More than that, I don't feel like getting dressed. That's the really hard part. Hope all of you are well. Best wishes for a happy Friday!!
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#344
Doing Okay this morning. I went to bed early. Now I'm up early. I hope to get some more sleep soon. Hope all of you are well!
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#345
I'm beginning to dislike my job. Not the work itself, but the insane management. It makes me irritable. I had a good night in kendo so I got to work out a lot of stress.
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#346
My sleep is all goofy. I go to bed late and can manage to wake up early, but when I sleep at an earlier hour, I oversleep. Or is this just my way of compensating? I wish I could just have a normal schedule, but there are just too many variables that happen in a night that determine the amount of sleep I need...or am I just being stubborn? One person has told me I should get up same time every day no matter what (Well, obviously not if I'm very sick or up all night for something). Is that smart? Or do I just have enough of a disturbance on a regular basis that this is just impossible? I really don't know. Feel free to share your two cents or if you have more questions...
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#347
My sleep is a mess too. I didn't sleep well. Every other week we shift from nights to mornings at work. Plus, I have trouble letting go of the day once I lie down and I'm thinking about what needs to be done or worried about the future.
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#348
Well, it sounds like you have a legit excuse though with switching from nights to mornings every other week. That's gotta take a toll. Me, I'm just out of control of myself. I dunno. :/
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#349
I struggle with a sleep schedule too. I go to bed early evening and then I'm up at midnight for a while. Then later I go back to bed until the sun comes up. I've been told I need to get up at the same time each day too. I guess I can try to stay up later and sleep through midnight. But it's hard. Some times I wake up no matter what. Some suggestions have been to set an intention to sleep right before going to bed. I will try that tonight.
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#350
i was just thinking that part of the reason I don't sleep through the night is...well, that I don't sleep through the night. I wake up several times. But the problems are worst when hubby has to get up for work in the early morning/work from home or when he sometimes has to work in the middle of the night, but also when he's up late too playing video games and whatnot. I can't sleep unless it's quiet and dark, with the rare exception. So i usually have to make it up later in the day. The days that I do manage to stay awake even with little sleep are sometimes very difficult...
I wish I could give myself some advice right now, but it seems my sleep is dependent on my husband's schedule, and since that's not always regular, there is the problem. sigh! :/ __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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#351
I'm finding myself very agitated right now. It was not a good day. I did not sleep well and so I cancelled a flight since there was no way I was good to fly. Next, something that I set up for a friend fell through due to administrative stupidity and I feel that I let her down. It's not my fault, but I feel responsible. Also, she is my best friend and I watched her abused by her boss into leaving the organization. So, I see far less of her. Her husband is jealous of our relationship and the time that we spend together so I see even less of her and I feel her slipping away. I've mentioned that I'm very shallow emotionally so I don't feel sad, but I do feel agitated and cranky.
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#352
My sleep isn't great either. Lately, I am screaming in my sleep in the middle of the night again. It's a symptom of PTSD I guess. Also, I was pretty depressed but I am feeling slightly better now.
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#353
I didn't sleep well last night. I'm pretty tired this morning. But I feel Okay. I was able to do some chair yoga. It was really nice. Hope everyone has a great Friday!
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#354
I'm better than I was. I had a long talk with my friend and she assured me that I'm stuck with her, which made me feel a whole lot better. Work is still a mess and will be for the foreseeable future, but I think I care less as a survival mechanism.
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#355
Ok, so I'm kinda disturbed at the moment by this particular season of a show I started watching...guess it illuminates some fears for me. I ugh, expressed my fear to someone online and they said the show isn't that bad. But see, this is from the male perspective and now I'm a little scared that I shared my fear. I dunno. Hopefully I'll get over it. I've been Googling all night trying to find ways to overcome fear. I feel a little bit better now...
Oh! but what brought me to this forum was to admit that while watching the show, I was engaging in my picking "ocd" thing again (for those who haven't read it yet, I haven't officially been seen nor diagnosed about this yet since it's really only been concerning since this year/couple of months). Anyway, so I suppose fear, which is kinda anxiety, right (?) is a trigger for my obsessive compulsive tendencies. On a happier note, got to see my precious kitties again and shy Blackie was hovering around me even more again tonight. I realize that I might only be loved because I give out treats, lol, but this was even before that and after as well! <3 <3 <3 Too bad I can't live with him and possibly help him completely overcome his shyness...I suppose he's better with my folks too, but I know he still even gets jumpy with them. He won't even play with his toy on a string because it scares him! um...well, that wasn't a very happy ending.... How about this- does anyone else know someone who's smile just lights up their day?? They can be people you know or people you don't (like celebrities). I have a few and I just think of those happy smiles and it warms my heart! Happy smiles (and hugs) to all who need them/want them!! __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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#356
I wanted a man to act like he was in control more than completely passive, which was what I got. I’ve either had mad love for the elusive, or repulsion to the unchallenging.
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#357
I don't have much motivation today. But I'm pushing myself to get things done, like taking my meds, injecting my insulin and getting a shower. It will be a bonus if I wash dishes today. At least I don't have to clean litter boxes today. I'm looking forward to when I can just relax in my bedroom and read with my cats. Hope everyone is well today!
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#358
My cats like when I read to them.
Feeling much better. My drama factor is down and I had a good flight and workout. I was doing low altitude training at 2000' and got to see whales. What a treat. |
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#359
It's early this morning. I couldn't sleep. I hope to start on my chores soon. At the moment I'm setting up my laptop. My desktop died on me. I'm pretty bummed about that, but it's under warranty. Hopefully I can have it repaired within the next two weeks.
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#360
I always forget this thread in my time of need...well, maybe I don't want to tire you with my troubles though as it happens every month but...
Decided against putting this one in my journal as it's not news to me, unfortunately, and I could share some love with the group. I'm cramping and it hurts. Mood is okay. Will be great if hubby can bring home dinner. Right now I'm a bit anxious waiting for his response and worried about stressing him more since I know he's been having long days lately. Ok, now I'm a bit sad...but hopefully we'll get some food, maybe Chinese??!! And then it's Nancy Drew night, so thats always fun! Hugs to all who need or want them! *hugs __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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