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Dec 19, 2020 at 08:10 AM

I love how I am constantly talking down to myself, seriously my self esteem is shot

yesterday, after eating my mcdonalds too fast, getting a tummy ache and slurping down an entire large cola, I sat on my computer chair and listened to one of my stories from around the world and stayed their long after it ended

I called myself a fat **** out loud too

well it's true, and probably a lot more besides

Deilla · Dec 19, 2020 at 02:09 PM

I did a lot of reading on nutrition and decided to go vegan to get healthy and help me lose weight. The stories I read were promising. It's been almost 2 weeks since I quit eating meat. I haven't lost weight. My weight has gone up and down. I'm really discouraged.

Dec 21, 2020 at 05:44 AM

had a stomach ache since yesterday afternoon.

still ate my dinner though.

fibro was bad today. ow. I really need to find an easier way to dress myself, and I never thought I'd use those words in a sentence, but I do now

Deilla · Dec 21, 2020 at 11:02 AM

I feel very tired today. I just want to go to bed and stay there all day.

Dec 22, 2020 at 05:53 AM

I wish I had more people checking in with me on a personal level.

I only have like 1 regular person who does, and he's usually at work when I want to chat.

plus: I'm not sure if he talks to me because he wants to, or because he can't find the words to tell me I'm too much

and especially during these times.... more people to talk to would be nice

Deilla · Dec 23, 2020 at 11:45 PM

I'm awake in the middle of the night. I didn't sleep much. But I think I will do my chores for the day now. Then I'll sleep and have the entire day to relax.

giddykitty · Dec 24, 2020 at 12:58 AM

Not talking about anyone here, but I just wish I mattered. I wish my feelings and perspective mattered and it wasn't just assumed that I think the way others think or think I think.

I wish I could be loved in the language I need, not what they want. I wish I could be heard. 😢

Dec 24, 2020 at 11:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by giddykitty

Not talking about anyone here, but I just wish I mattered. I wish my feelings and perspective mattered and it wasn't just assumed that I think the way others think or think I think.

I wish I could be loved in the language I need, not what they want. I wish I could be heard. 😢

I hope we make you feel loved

because that is what we all want for you.. to feel loved and respected

Dec 24, 2020 at 11:29 AM

feeling quite emotional after watching muppet's dchristmas carol

I just feel so sorry for screwdge when he sees his gravestone. I know, I'm soft!

christmas eve tradition 1, complete. next my buffett meal

Breaking Dawn · Dec 24, 2020 at 12:59 PM

Thank you, @raging vortex, for expressing the love & respect we feel for @giddykitty!!

Dec 26, 2020 at 05:51 AM

christmas day was nothing to really write home aboutt.

it was okay, I mean I had decorations, music, even found on tv 2 pantomimes (hancel and gretel and a christmas carol) but, like every year: I didn't have the togetherness of any friends, family, no one. I got a total of 3 cards, all of them from charities so not even from anyone I knew, and no gifts

the icing on the cake was my christmas dinner, it made me so ill because of the dryness of the turkey- it's now saturday and it's still notp roperly out my system. it sucks

Dec 26, 2020 at 05:52 AM

I hope everyone had a good day

Deilla · Dec 26, 2020 at 06:13 AM

I'm okay today. I had a nice Christmas. I mainly played games.

Dec 28, 2020 at 05:51 AM

it didn't take me long at all to get back to overeating.

yesterday I had a whole big bag of candy, some fish fingers, some potato waffles and some square crisps

anything to numb the pain of life, I guess

Deilla · Dec 28, 2020 at 06:46 AM

I'm doing okay today. I have a few chores to deal with, but mainly I will relax today. I did the heavy lifting yesterday.

TishaBuv · Dec 28, 2020 at 07:17 AM

I used to really like sex

Breaking Dawn · Dec 28, 2020 at 08:02 AM

I think I'm going shopping today. I need to go to the bank, too, but I'm probably not going to, & I feel very disappointed about that & wish I could make myself go. Going to the market feels like too much all by itself.

Deilla · Dec 28, 2020 at 08:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I think I'm going shopping today. I need to go to the bank, too, but I'm probably not going to, & I feel very disappointed about that & wish I could make myself go. Going to the market feels like too much all by itself.

Can you do delivery? What about eBanking? Is that an option for you? I hope your day goes well. I understand how difficult it is to get out and do things, even without a pandemic. Sending good vibes your way.

Breaking Dawn · Dec 28, 2020 at 10:56 AM

Thank you, @Deilla. My only connection to the internet is with my cell phone & I worry about identity & cyberspace thieves using my credit card & banking account info. So to play it safe, I go in person to do business with the bank. And I like to buy things with cash, or write a check in a store that I trust. I am a little bit paranoid about things like that.

Dec 31, 2020 at 11:37 AM

I wish I could sleep through this depress fest that is new year's eve

I am finishing my year on such a low, that I think my local mental health centre would have to be shut down for terrible treatment with one of it's patients (namely me)

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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 21, 2020 at 05:44 AM #923 had a stomach ache since yesterday afternoon. still ate my dinner though. fibro was bad today. ow. I really need to find an easier way to dress myself, and I never thought I'd use those words in a sentence, but I do now

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Dec 21, 2020 at 11:02 AM #924 I feel very tired today. I just want to go to bed and stay there all day. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 22, 2020 at 05:53 AM #925 I wish I had more people checking in with me on a personal level. I only have like 1 regular person who does, and he's usually at work when I want to chat. plus: I'm not sure if he talks to me because he wants to, or because he can't find the words to tell me I'm too much and especially during these times.... more people to talk to would be nice

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Dec 23, 2020 at 11:45 PM #926 I'm awake in the middle of the night. I didn't sleep much. But I think I will do my chores for the day now. Then I'll sleep and have the entire day to relax. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 24, 2020 at 11:29 AM #929 feeling quite emotional after watching muppet's dchristmas carol I just feel so sorry for screwdge when he sees his gravestone. I know, I'm soft! christmas eve tradition 1, complete. next my buffett meal

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Dec 24, 2020 at 12:59 PM #930 Thank you, @raging vortex, for expressing the love & respect we feel for @giddykitty!!

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 26, 2020 at 05:52 AM #932 I hope everyone had a good day

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Dec 26, 2020 at 06:13 AM #933 I'm okay today. I had a nice Christmas. I mainly played games. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 28, 2020 at 05:51 AM #934 it didn't take me long at all to get back to overeating. yesterday I had a whole big bag of candy, some fish fingers, some potato waffles and some square crisps anything to numb the pain of life, I guess

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Dec 28, 2020 at 06:46 AM #935 I'm doing okay today. I have a few chores to deal with, but mainly I will relax today. I did the heavy lifting yesterday. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

TishaBuv Legendary Member Since Dec 2014 Location: USA Posts: 10,186 (SuperPoster!) 9 1,869 hugs given	Dec 28, 2020 at 07:17 AM #936 I used to really like sex __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Dec 28, 2020 at 08:02 AM #937 I think I'm going shopping today. I need to go to the bank, too, but I'm probably not going to, & I feel very disappointed about that & wish I could make myself go. Going to the market feels like too much all by itself.

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Dec 28, 2020 at 10:56 AM #939 Thank you, @Deilla. My only connection to the internet is with my cell phone & I worry about identity & cyberspace thieves using my credit card & banking account info. So to play it safe, I go in person to do business with the bank. And I like to buy things with cash, or write a check in a store that I trust. I am a little bit paranoid about things like that.

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Dec 31, 2020 at 11:37 AM #940 I wish I could sleep through this depress fest that is new year's eve I am finishing my year on such a low, that I think my local mental health centre would have to be shut down for terrible treatment with one of it's patients (namely me)