[CheCheCole]

I received a job offer for a dream job (ok its on call retail, but its in cosmetics which I LOVE. the offer was made by a former manager) and I am freaking out. I have been unemployed since March and haven't made much of an effort to find work since I have been going through an episode. Though the job is probably not a good fit for me since I don't drive and really have no real way to get out there, the thought of going to work again is really scaring me. I am very good at retail, receiving two promotions in a year and a half and being in positions of leadership...why is such a small job freaking me out????

[Leed]

Is it because you haven't' worked in awhile? Are you afraid of the customers? ARe you wondering how you're going to get there? Since it was offered by a former manager, are you afraid of making good for him/her? Are you afraid of failure?

You need to really think this out calmly. I'm sure if you sit and really think this out calmly and quietly, you'll figure it out.

I hope you get the job and find a way out there whenever you have to work. Best of luck and God bless. Hugs, Lee