[kala83]

so I work at telemarketing office in my home town and have just noticed a lot more then usual that this job is horrible for me and my PTSD it sends me into triggers on a daily basis when I go in and its not a healthy environment for me at least so it feels like.

but as of right now I am left with not many more options as to where I can work.

the sad turth of the situation is I need to bring in money.

but I am having a terrible hard time in doing this because of the amount of triggers I get from going to this job....it makes me want to not go this job...and continue to work there.

and some of the people at the job, have kind of treat me poorly and taken advantage of my kind hearted nature.

I am a good person with a big heart and it seems to me like someone such as myself does not fit in well with a company that lies to people to get sales, lol not to mention we are calling people on behalf of political organizations.

but I don't have great healthy my pets at home do not have great health going on for themselves either. And all of the care I need to give them.....comes from me being able to get an income and take care of them even my going to school and graduating is dependent on me going to work....

every time i become triggered and talked down to by people I get defensive and angry and I turn into a person that I do not like, it makes interacting with others really difficult for me and I already have a hard time doing that since I have social anxiety as well.

I feel really angry at myself that I am still going to continue working at a place that I just despise but what else can I do...to a degree I have to bite the bullet and just do what I have to do for my sake and for the sake of my animals (which practically are my family for the most part)...and i have to continue to try and look for something better then what I am doing now and hope that I can and will find something that will make me happier then what I am doing right now.

[ducky2030]

sorry to hear...hang in there maybe you can try looking for another job thats a bit more low key...what other job skills do you have...or you could try one of those quick in demand careers...