I haven't posted on here for a long time, because things have mostly been okay. I was actually doing well at work until this morning. I can't believe I ruined all the progress I made at work.
Is it ever too late to redeem yourself? I know self-help gurus say it's never too late, but realistically, I can't believe that there isn't some threshold where people decide "No she'll never change. She's too unreliable." Because you can't be "almost reliable." There aren't awards for "reliable, except for that one time she mixed up times and wasn't there to cover what we needed." It's either reliable or unreliable, and I just let myself slid back down to "unreliable."
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